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I can see it in your eyes
I've seen it many times before
I have become scared and want to believe the lies
That I tell myself
"It's all going to be okay"
I wait for the assurance of my lie
It never comes
I look at you,
I still have that feeling for you
Maybe

I tell myself two things
I still love you
I am tough
Out of both of these things
These two things I tell myself every morning
They
Are
Wrong

I don't love you
I am not tough
If I still loved you,
I would look you in the eye
My heart would speed up
It doesn't
You now scare me
You terrify me

Love is something I am not able to do anymore
I blame it all on you

I am not tough
I am weak
Not strong at all
They all think I am
I am not
No one accepts that
I have no idea why
I am glass
I shatter on contact
I shatter on contact
When glass breaks
It can't be out back
If you try to out me back together
I warn you now
You will get hurt

A/N
Hello everyone!!
Thank you so much for reading my poems and then some. I would like to that a good friend of mine for giving me bits and pieces of this poem. She is a huge inspiration to me. I hope she knows that.
Thank you charity mansell.

And thank you to everyone who has been reading these!!! Thank you!!

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