I don't care what you do anymore
You think you affect me
But you don't
I made a mistake when I chose you
I chose you over someone who would've actually cared
You didn't care about me
At least that's what I think
I'm better than you
And I know it
Deep inside your cold heart
So do you
You know that I'm better with you
You also know that I was the closest thing to amazing in your life right now
And you ruined it for yourself
I thought I loved you
I didn't
I know that now
You didn't respect me
You think that you're a child of God
You think that you know the bible and that you follow everything in it
But you don't
You don't know how to love
Our purpose in this place was to be loved by him
And to love Our neighbors as ourselves
You love no one
Now
You have forgotten
You blame me for something that you don't know about
You blame me for your sadness
You blame me for your mistakes
You blame me for your "depression"
But I do not hate you
Hate is too strong of a word
Now
All I have for you is
Disgust
Disgust in what you are
And I have disappointment
I am disappointed in you for not learning from a mistake
Your mistake
I am disappointed in myself for hoping I could help you
I just hope that you grow into something better
Someone better
I still have hope for you
Even if you do hate me
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PoetryThis is just a collection of poems that I write. You may like them you may not. If you have any requests of what I should write about just message me or something. Ok. You may go on now.
