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It's days like these
When I am reminded of how lonely I am
When I feel as if there is nothing left for me
All is gone
Nothing I do is understood
My head is full of words the my mouth could never say
I feel my conscience pull away from my body
All emotion flows out of me and is gone
The lack of emotion leaves me as a living corpse
Able to just walk around and be oblivious to anyone else's feelings
I stare into space as if it's the most intersting thing is this life
I look around me
And I see smiles
I feel myself smile but I don't feel the smile
I don't feel the happiness
When I am reminded of how empty I am
The emptiness consumes me
Its like a child that takes the last cookie from the jar
I am the jar
I now have nothing to give
There is now just emptiness
Today I was reminded of that emptiness
When I felt nothing
And said what I wanted to
I knew I hurt them by what I said
But I felt no mercy
Day by day
My emptiness grows
Day by day
I get worse
I become the emptiness
This is my last goodbye
For now
I am empty
And I have no mercy
Or emotion
Or feelings
Goodbye my past
Goodbye my present
Godbye my future

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