You're My Everything (a dawsey fan fic)

im so sorry guys

Severide pov:
this pain is shooting through my head right now, my ears are ringing, I can't hear anything except for the ringing and Boden screaming over the radio."ANYONE FROM 51 REPORT". I look around the room and see dust, flying through the air. Oh shit, my team? "Capp" i call out.
Capp; over here.
Severide: you okay? Where is rice and tony?
Rice&tony: here. We're good.
Severide: I jumped through the staircase just before it fell.
Capp: same.
Severide: CASEY?
Casey: down here
Severide: okay we're coming down.
We made a rope and slide down it to the second floor.
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Casey pov-
All I heard was the firefighter alarms going off. I needed to get up and find everyone. I pushed the rubble off of me. And slowly stood up seeing Otis and mouch getting up. Severide was coming down with his team. I then saw Herman standing up and brushing the rubble off of him.
Otis: MAN DOWN OVER HERE.
Cruz: oh my god, ITS MILLS
Severide: let's get this off of him
Mills: ahh -breathing heavy- my leg owww
Casey: okay mills calm down
Severide: •chief, it's severide, we got everyone, mills leg is hurt pretty bad, we're going to bring him out now•
Boden over speaker: okay, more stuff is on it's way, does anyone have an eye on dawson and shay?

I looked at severide and we got up so quickly and to look for them, we called their names out. No answers, what if they got hurt. What if dawson is hurt. I tried to propose to her less then 2 hours ago, this is just my luck. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with this girl.

Severide: SHAY DAWSON??
Casey: SHAY? DAWSON? PLEASE ANSWER? DAWSON!!!
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Gabby pov:
what just happened, I look around and see dirt and dust flying everywhere, I can't breathe it's hard. I get myself off the ground and rub my eyes.
Dawson: shay?
I turn around to see shay laying on the ground and her head bleeding, i run over to her to take her pulse, i feel nothing. I start doing compressions on her, I hear Severide and Casey yelling for us but I can't answer, I need to stay focus. I can't lose my best friend. Not today.
Dawson: come on shay, not like this
I keep doing compressions, Finally severide gets to us.
Severide: oh my god shay
He kneeled down
Dawson: on count of three switch with me, 1,2,3
Severide is doing compressions and I'm giving her mouth to mouth.
Severide: come on shay, stay with me shay.
Casey: oh god, let's get her to the ambo -touches gabby arm-
Dawson: no wait, let go of me -I hit him away-
I try to do another mouth to mouth but Casey and the guys take her from under me. This can't be happening, not to shay. I just start crying and try to get myself up but I can't. i pull myself together and get up and run outside of the building, they're loading shay up into the ambo.
Dawson: chief i need to go with her, please let me go
Boden: yea of course, go-waves me on-
I hop in the back of the ambo with them and we head to chicago med. They are doing everything to keep shay with us. We finally reach the hospital and they take shay out and run her into the hospital. I'm trying to stay with her but one of the nurses holds me back, they told me to take a seat and they will keep me updated. This isn't good, in my heart i feel like this isn't going to be good. I just need my best friend to survive. She's a fighter. She can do this. I sit down in one of the chairs in the waiting room, the nurse brings me water. I don't think I've ever been so happy to drink water in my life.
Dawson: thank you.. How is shay?
Nurse: it doesn't look good the doctors are doing everything they can, but I will keep you updated, I'll go grab more water.
Couple hours later the rest of the guys get to the hospital, i stand up as they enter. Casey walks right over to me and I go right into his arms, he holds me tightly and kisses the top of my head.
Severide: any news?
Dawson: -i let go of Casey to look at Severide- no, not yet, they took her into a surgery, said it doesn't look good... Idk -tries to hold back tears-
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Everyone takes a seat in the waiting room.
Nurse: we have no news yet, I'm going to get everyone some water, you all look like you could hydrate-runs to get water and comes back-
Severide: how do you guys have no news on shay? SHOULDN'T YOU BE IN THERE AND NOT OUT HERE? -stands up throws the water out and walks out, Herman goes after him-
Boden: sorry about that. He's frustrated. Thanks for the water, keep us updated.
Nurse: it's understandable, I will.
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Severide pov:
They shouldn't be bringing us water, who the fuck needs water, I need them to save shay. If it wasn't for her i wouldn't be alive. She saved me i need my best friend to be okay. Without shay I would be a complete mess who would probably be out of a job right about now. I hear footsteps behind me and I turn around;
Herman: hey pal, you okay?
Severide: no, no I'm not okay. Nothing is okay.
Herman: you need to calm down and come back into the waiting room Kelly..
Severide: why so we can wait to hear that shay is dead. I can't do that.
Herman: no, because they need us in there. 51 needs us. We need to be there for eachother. We're a family and shay would love it if we stuck together on this one.
I looked up at Herman, he always knew what to say. I was a dick for blowing up at the nurse, she was only trying to help us out.
Severide: you're right. We should go back on there..
Herman: -smiles- there ya go kid.

We head back in there and take a seat in the waiting room
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Otis: why is this taking so long, this can't be good.
Cruz: he's right. This isn't going to be good.
Herman: guys stop. We can't be negative. We can't lose another person in this house. It's been to much already.
Boden: Herman's right. we need stop and to just keep sending every prayer down that hall. Shay will make it through this. She has to. -cracks a smile-
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Dawson pov:
Chief has always been there for us, keeping everything positive but i have a really bad feeling about this one.
I just look up with tears in my eyes at Casey who is sitting on my right side, he knows me so well that I didn't even have to say anything. He pulled me into his arms, rubbing my shoulder as I try to hold the tears in my eyes back.
Casey: everything is going to be okay. 
The nurse keeps bringing more water for us. It's been hours. You can tell everyone tired. Chief stopped calls from coming in because we've been at the hospital waiting for an update for a while..
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The doctor walked into the waiting room.
Everyone from 51 stood up.
Doctor: Leslie had a very bad brain bleed from the beam hitting her head, it was to large to stop. I am so sorry, we did everything we could possibly do. She had no chance, there was just way to much bleeding for us to stop. I am so sorry guys.

Everyone's faces went in shock. Severide got up and ran down the hall.  Otis and Cruz starting to cry.
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Severide pov:
no no they must have missed something this can't be, I got out of my seat and ran as fast I could down the hall to shays door. The doctors and nurses tried to stop me but none of them could. Before I got to the door I felt hands holding me back. It was mills, he turned me around and pulled me in his arms and hugged holding my head. I just cried in his arms.
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Dawson pov:
The doctor came out. His face. I know that face. "I'm sorry we did everything we could" i slowly sat back down, I then started to hear Otis and Cruz cry. I saw Severide run and mills chase after him, i wanted to run, I wanted to run so fast but I just couldn't move. I went into shock. My best friend is gone. Shay is gone. I don't have her anymore. All the memories started to flood back. The ambo runs, the love life jokes, the girls trip we took, all the life's we saved. Everything was just gone.
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Casey pov:
"I'm so sorry guys, We did everything we could" when I heard those words my first thought was Dawson. I watched her as she slowly sat down in her seat, staring into space. I know gabby, I know how she is going to handle this, I need her to know that I am there for her.
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Boden pov:
Okay this is my job, pull everyone together, get them to go back to the house and change and send them home. We all could use some sleep right about now.
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Boden: okay guys, hey guys I need everyone to just listen to me. I know this is going to be hard, we just lost one of the best people we have had in our house. A friend. A family member. So I want you all to just go back to the house change out and go home. I'll call in the next shift early and see if we could get a couple days off. -looks around seeing every slowly getting up and grabbing their things around them-
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Dawson pov: 
I heard talking. I saw people standing. I felt a couple hands on my shoulder. I couldn't move. I couldn't respond. All I could think about was shay. A fire that wasn't even a real fire we thought ended up being the least expected, costed us my best friend. How does that even make sense. That's when I felt Casey shake me. I snapped back into reality.
Casey: baby? Let's go.
I grabbed all my stuff and watched as everyone was walking out i stood up and stared at Casey who had tear stains going down his face, that's when I felt light headed, everything went blurry and my head felt so heavy. I grabbed onto matts arm and I dropped all of my stuff  and slowly fell to the ground.