You're My Everything (a dawsey fan fic)

I cant trust you anymore.

Matt pov:
Matt: damn it.
I punched my locker and sat down on the bench holding my head in my hand.
Kelly: hey slow down there killer
I looked up at Kelly
Kelly: yo the girl from the other night keeps sending me pictures and dirty messages.
He looked ecstatic.
Matt: yea and the girl I got with texted me non stop and gabby saw the messages and now we could be done for good.
I showed a sarcastic smile and finished getting ready.
Matt: thanks Kelly.
I slammed my locker and headed to the meeting room where everyone else was.
Kelly: ATLEAST WE HAD FUN.
I shook my head and we all walked into the meeting room, I glanced over at gabby who was sitting with Brett, who was staring at me as I walked to the back with Kelly.
Boden: okay guys. Today it's supposed to be beautiful out so I just want you all to do some inventory on the trucks and rigg, clean them and everything before the weather is supposed to turn bad again next week.
Chief went on about more random stuff but all I could think about is just trying to make everything right with gabby. I screwed up, I do know that but all I want is her.
Chief: okay guys have a great shift today, stay safe out there.
he dismissed us, I was about to walked over to gabby but they ended up walking out the door before I could reach her, I just stood there.
Otis: something happen between you and dawson?
Matt: is that any of your business.
I looked at him and saw him look away.
Matt: go start pulling the truck out and all the equipment. Let's start inventory and get it done with. I'll be out in a minute.
The guys agreed and walked out to the apparatus floor.
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Gabby pov:
Brett and I walked out to the ambulance. I've never been so happy to not be on truck yet. Maybe I shouldn't even switch over to truck. Maybe it just wasn't a good idea. I took a deep breath as I saw all the truck guys walk over to truck and pull it out into the drive way, couple minutes later Matt walked out an over to them. I stared at him.
Brett: gabby..
I looked at her and she gave me a look
Gabby: I want to talk to him so badly but I don't know what to say. What to do. I love him so much it hurts Brett.
Brett: I know that, you just need a little break so you can catch your breath and figure this all out.
I nodded at her, and right before we started inventory the alarm went off.

AMBO 61 YOUTH DOWN TROUBLE BREATHING 1783 BLEMHIEM

Brett and I hopped out of the back of the rigg shut the doors and hopped in the front and drove off. We got to the place, it was a child's ballet class, we saw a little girl laying on the ground.
Gabby: what happened
Teacher: I don't know, we were eating lunch and she just couldn't breath and passed out
I opened her jaw
Gabby: is she allergic to anything?
Teacher: I don't know, I don't think so?
I looked down her throat
Gabby: her air way is closing..
I looked at Brett.
Gabby: Brett im gonna have to start an IV and push 5ml of epinephrine, get the oxygen and mask on her.
Brett agreed. I grabbed the IV and found her vain.
Gabby: pushing epinephrine now.
I pushed it into the IV
Gabby; check if her air way is opening
Brett check
Brett: it's clearing up
Then Brett checked her breaths
Brett: she's breathing better to.
Gabby: alright, she's going to be okay. We have to take her to med to get checked out, if you want to tell her mom to meet there.
Teacher: of course, thank you!
We put her onto the back board and onto the gurney and rolled her out to the ambo and brought her to med, when we got to med the doctors took her Brett and I filled out the report and then loaded every thing back into the ambo and headed back to the house.
The ride was quiet.
Brett: so what are you gonna do gab?
Gabby: I don't know, I really i don't know.
Brett nodded
Gabby: I really don't want to go back to the house right now Brett.
Brett: yeah of course um how about we go to get icecream or something down town....
Gabby: yea anything but going back to the house.
Brett: we do inventory literally everyday we really don't have to today
She said sarcastically.
I cracked a smile and laughed, we drove to basket robins and got our favorite icecream (cookie dough) we got back into the rigg and sat in the parking lot eating it.
Gabby: thank you for all of this Brett
Brett: don't
She shook her head and I leaned over and hugged her.
Brett: we should really get back before chief says something
She giggled and started driving back to the house.
We pulled back up and the guys were still doing inventory and washing the truck. We parked the rigg on the driveway.
Gabby: I going to go put the icecream in the freezer and then I'll be back
I cracked a smiled at Brett and walked into the house, I walked to the freezer and out the icecream away and turned around and Matt was standing by the counter
Gabby: Matt not now.
Matt: then when gabby, when can we talk about this.
Gabby: not now, not at work!
He walked over to me..
Gabby: please not here Matt.
Matt: please gabby.
I looked down and shook my head.
I looked at him and backed up a little.
Gabby: You didn't even have the time or decency to text me or call me like you promised!  I had to find out that you-
He tried walking closer to me and I pushed him back 
Gabby: that you were still alive and breathing by having Brett call Kelly, because you were to piss drunk to answer your damn phone.
I looked at him as a tear fell down my face.