My Fandom-Filled Crazy Life

Honors Night (Part 2)

I freaking hated it.

The entire thing freaking sucked.

As I totally called, I only got the award that everyone got. Yay freaking me. Hu-freaking-ray. I'm still only average of the nerds. Great.

I swear to goodness, ALMOST ALL of the awards were given to the student body officers who already get praised for their hardwork all the time, when they got their positions because of POPULARITY!

Mike. Freaking Mike one-upped me AGAIN, just like in 6th grade, getting the leadership award again, which I'd been considered for in 6th grade, but it was given to him since it's be more meaningful to him.

And the same freaking people just kept going up again and again, I swear. It was all Zoe, Mike, Carly, and freaking Katlyn. Over. And. Over. Again.

The teachers kept saying, "Oh they're so talented and hardworking". I LITERALLY WORKED MYSELF TO THE POINT OF FREAKING BREAKDOWNS AND THESE KIDS WHO GOOF AROUND IN CLASS ARE HARDWORKING?!?

I worked so much harder this year than most of the people who got the unique class awards, yet there they are getting recognized for excelling.

I quite honestly just wanted to be the best at something and prove that my hard work has paid off, but I guess it hasn't.

Now, despite the fact that I'm crying while I write this, and how having this happen would put off normal people, this decided to make me work harder, because one day I want to be the one who's the best at something.

I'm going to be the one to surpass everyone else, because while they're gonna be using their natural talents I'll be studying hard to get better than them-better than their stupid natural talent.

I'm going to be freaking valedictorian in highschool just to prove that.

I mean, I hope I will. I'll work super hard, and I'll just have to see how far that actually takes me.

ANYWAY, that was my (relatively sucky) day. How are you people doing?