I think I have missed my chance.
Like after all of the doubting about the right decision.
After avoiding awkwardness and not wanting to ruin what is already there.
I've missed it.
I have missed my fûcking chance.
I am such an idiot.
Because I doubted everything and didn't want to ruin anything.
I should have done something.
I shouldn't have left it.
All I had to do was to take my gut instinct and DO IT.
I should have just fûcking done it.
I should have said:
I LIKE YOU.
I goddamn like you so much.
I'm now too late.
I have missed my fûcking chance.
Now you're meeting other people and I'm firmly 'just a friend'.
There are reminders of you everywhere.
It makes me so annoyed that because I put it off for so long.
I wish I had said something.
I really do.
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Dark Thoughts
Teen FictionSome thoughts that tend to come and go. Not necessarily uplifting either. Bits and pieces of the mind- my own mind. A series of short chapters that may or may not connect. Rated MATURE as this story may contain themes that may upset or trigger rea...
