I feel blocked.
I am no longer on the same wavelength as everyone else.
They have read ahead in the textbook of life and I am trailing behind.
I don't matter.
I don't need to be included.
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I try to include myself and involve myself but-
I feel like I am pushed off and away.
I wasn't there for them before so why now?
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Sometimes it feels like a big ole PÍSS OFF.
A bit of a slap in the face.
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I mean who cares?
Who cares about me?
I don't.
I am just a minor piece in the whole scheme of things really.
I don't matter.
I don't think I care anymore-
Not about me anyway.

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Dark Thoughts
Teen FictionSome thoughts that tend to come and go. Not necessarily uplifting either. Bits and pieces of the mind- my own mind. A series of short chapters that may or may not connect. Rated MATURE as this story may contain themes that may upset or trigger rea...