So now I am an ignorant twat.
***
'It is always at the last minute with you!'
'You can never do anything on time!'
All I can hear is: 'You failure!'
***
And you gossip about me through thin walls and use negative tones.
This is why I never believe you when you say-
'I'm proud of you.'
Because everything you say is against me.
Everything you say puts me down worse than you would ever believe.
Everything and anything I do never seems to be good enough for you.
***
Sorry that I couldn't be your all.
Sorry that I am a fûcking loser with no life.
Sorry that I couldn't live up to your expectations.
Sorry that I tried.
***
I always say that I will get better and change.
But I won't.
I never do.
So I am sorry for being an ignorant twat who can't learn anything and makes shît of your expectations.
I am sorry for trying.
I won't try anymore.

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Dark Thoughts
Teen FictionSome thoughts that tend to come and go. Not necessarily uplifting either. Bits and pieces of the mind- my own mind. A series of short chapters that may or may not connect. Rated MATURE as this story may contain themes that may upset or trigger rea...