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Why is it that when the house is quiet and no one is awake- my mind kicks into overdrive and won't shut up!!

Seriously: LET ME SLEEP.

All the little things.

All of the details of the whole day.

All played out with their own separate scenes and scenarios.

And then all of those little things make you think and over analyse and feel.

And that is just about the fûcking worst.

Having to feel.

Having to relive every shîtty moment.

Having to think that everything could have been different if you had changed one thing.

And then imagine of you had changed one thing.

And play out that scenario.

And then do it again.

And again.

And again.

Until you've exhausted yourself from all of these stupid thoughts and feelings.

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God I'm tired.

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