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Disappointment.

Deflating.

Like a cloud of grey constantly raining for a short period of time.

***

I didn't mean to react badly.

But I did.

It felt like a punch in the gut.

All the air had been knock out of me.

But I had to smile and clap and pretend.

Pretend that I was happy.

Pretend that I was not disappointed.

Pretend that I didn't want.

Pretend that I didn't wish.

***

Deflating and pretending:

I will move on.

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