I didn't know that it was possible to be so connected and yet so isolated at once.
To have multiple social media accounts and yet no 'friends'.
To be tagged, shared and like but not have been there in the moment.
To post and show off the minimal life that you have.
The need to feel desired and wanted but not receiving any messages.
The isolation is harrowing and is taking its toll.
No one cares.
That's what it feels like.
No one truly gives a shít.
No one gives a fûcking damn about you or your wellbeing.
You could have fallen off the face of the Earth and no one would have noticed.
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I just need some company.
I just need someone to find me first.
I just want to feel connected.
I want to feel wanted.
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If I'm really gonna be straight up I suppose I want someone that's gonna put in the time and the effort.
I want someone to be like 'sure no problem see you around'.
I'm sick and tired of your bullshît excuses!
What's the point of trying if you avoid contact with me?
What's the point of attempting to start if we can't even get to square one?
You tell me: what's the goddamn point?
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Dark Thoughts
Teen FictionSome thoughts that tend to come and go. Not necessarily uplifting either. Bits and pieces of the mind- my own mind. A series of short chapters that may or may not connect. Rated MATURE as this story may contain themes that may upset or trigger rea...
