Dark Thoughts

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Holy shît.

Everything familiar has become unfamiliar.

I am scared.

I am worried.

I am stressed.

What do I do?

The future.

School is over.

It isn't compulsory.

I have graduated.

What do I do?

My mind is a mess.

Thinking faster than I can handle.

I am overwhelmed.

Decisions to be made.

Friends to try and stay in touch with.

People who I want to keep on seeing but I don't think they want to see me.

Change.

It is happening too fast.

All at once.

I knew this day would come.

I was trying to convince myself that it wouldn't.

What do I do?

I am lost.

On a road going nowhere.

They tell me not to worry.

Your life has just begun.

But what am I meant to do with my life?

I have no idea where I am going; what I am doing?

I feel like I have to satisfy everyone.

Get good grades.

Pass my final exams.

Go to a university. ('No not that course. The other one.')

Advice is given but I don't take it in.

I am freaking out.

I don't know what to do.