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Chapter 10 - Feelings

~Two months later~

Dear diary,

Where do I start? A lot has happened. I had a lot of time to think. I was in Denver for two months, I think. I went to their school but I didn't make any friends. At first I was depressed because... Bonnie wasn't here. Oh my god, I think I'm going to cry again. 

I'm fine. Anyways, I went to Denver the next day and I haven't talked to Stefan or Damon, or Caroline, or Aria... Okay, I haven't talked to anyone. I was thinking and I finally understood the fact that Bonnie's dead and she's not coming back. So either I cry all my life and end up killing myself or I move on. I have to continue my life, with or without her. I have to move on. Today, I decided to go back to Mystic Falls. It was two months but it felt like an eternity. 

I am finally home. I found this diary in the place I had left it. Jeremy hadn't touched my room. It was so good to see him. I really feel bad because I left him but he met a new girl and I think he's actually feeling good now. Her name is Stella Fell and she's really nice. I met her this morning but now they left. They're going on a small vacation. There was a fire and the whole school is burned. They're fixing it and we don't have to go to school for a month! But that means we'll have summer school... Okay. 

I cleared my feelings. I know what I want. I made my decision. I have to go to the Salvatore house now.

Elena

Damon's P.O.V.

I was in the living room, enjoying my day when someone knocked on the door. I got up and opened it. There she was. Her big brown eyes were sparkling, her hair was shining. Beautiful.

"Elena, you're back." I couldn't even smile.

"Damon." She smiled at me.

"Come in." I said. She came in. 

"Would you like a drink?" I poured some blood in my glass.

"No, thanks."

"Okay, so how have you been?" I was still shocked.

"I've been better but now I'm fine. Damon, can we talk?" Her face turned serious.

"Sure. What's up?"

"I had a lot of time to think. And now I know what I want."

"And what do you want?" My heart was beating fast. 

"You." She finally said.

"Me."

"Yes, you." She walked towards me. Now we were close. She put her hand on my chest and my heart started beating even faster. Our faces were only two inches apart. She didn't stop looking at my eyes. The glass slipped from my hand and fell on the ground. We ignored it. She got closer and closer and I felt her breath. She put her lips on mine. Oh, those warm, soft lips. 

We kissed. After all his time, I finally got the girl. I put my arms on her waist and she put hers under my shirt. With my vampire speed I climbed up the stairs. I held her against the wall. She put her legs around my waist. I laid her on my bed. She took my shirt off and I did the same. I pulled down her jeans and so did she. We were only in underwear. I put the bed sheets over us.

Stefan's P.O.V.

I was out hunting and when I got home I saw a broken glass on the floor and blood around it. Something wasn't right. I walked around the first floor and there was nobody there. I quietly climbed up the stairs and tried to hear something. I heard moaning and squealing from Damon's room. I quickly opened he door and saw Damon and Elena. They were...having sex.