The Lost One (ThomAra)

Nine

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Warning: (lowkey) mature content below. you may skip it if you're not comfortable reading it :) ciao!

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He left.

Naramdaman ko nalang ang pagtulo ng luha ko. 

Umupo ako ng maayos habang hawak ang puting kumot na bumabalot sa katawan ko. I touch my shoulders and feel the sensation coming from the love bites he left. 

We didn't do "it". We didn't seal the deal. I look down and I still have my undies.

I'm ashamed of myself. Napasabunot nalang ako sa buhok ko habang inaalala ang mga pinag-gagagawa namin kagabi. 

I feel useless. Hindi ko lubos maisip na nagawa ko iyon, sa dati pang asawa ng kapatid ko. 

When I touched his body, the sense always come back to me. Was she able to do this too? Did she feel the same way when Thomas held and touch her?

I stood and picked up my clothes scattered on the floor. There are no traces of Thomas. 

Nagulat ako nang kabigin niya ako at halikan. He's kissing me again. Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko, kaya sumunod nalang ako sa galaw ng mga labi niya. 

I'm drowning. Hindi ko alam pero tanging paghinga at kabog ng dibdib ko lang ang naririnig ko. Kinawit ko ang mga braso ko sa balikat niya at mas inilapit sakin. Jesus, what am I doing?

He kiss me passionately and I seriously am feeling the tension already. I kiss him back, exactly the same way he is doing. Nababaliw na ata ako. Nawawala ako sa tamang pag-iisip. 

It is slowly becoming intense. Nagulat naman ako. "Ah!" he bit my lower lip and before I could react, his tongue is already exploring inside my mouth. Naramdaman ko naman na nanghihina na ang tuhod ko, anytime bibigay na ako.

I gasped when his hands cupped my bottom. The next I know, nabuhat niya na ako paupo sa kitchen counter. Lips and tongue locked, we continue exploring each other's mouth like it's the end of the world. He move closer and locked my legs in his waist. 

Naramdaman ko naman na bumitaw siya sa halik. I took the chance to gasp for air. "Let's continue this somewhere private." he whispers and that gives shivers down to my spine.

Binuhat niya ako at dinala sa kwarto ko. Naramdaman ko naman ang paglapat ng likod ko sa kama. Hinalikan niya ako ng mariin. I suddenly felt his hands reaching the inside of my shirt, clasping the hook of my bra. Damn, he's quick!