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Chapter 34: Screw Up

Harry's POV;

"I hope you guys are happy together," Emma said, holding back her tears as she looked between Amber and me.

"Emma we aren't together," I tried saying but my voice was trapped. My throaty felt like it was burning and the pain building up in my chest made it hard to breathe.

Fuck, why am I such a screw up?

I let my jealousy get in the way of the one thing I loved.

Right now, I just wanted to hold Emma, tell her how much she means to me but with every step I took forward, Emma moved back.

She turned around, and whispered something to Zayn and Perrie that I couldn't quite catch. Then all of a sudden, she broke into a run towards the door.

"Emma! EMMA!" I screamed as I watched her run out the front door, "EMMA WAIT!"

Adrenaline was pumping through my veins and I could hear my heart pounding in my chest. I had to go after her, I can't let her go again. But as soon as I started running after her, two pairs of hands grabbed each one of my arms, holding me back.

Suddenly Zayn zipped past me and out the door, trying to catch up to Emma.

"What the fuck?!" I yelled looking to my left and right at Liam and Niall who were tightly pinning me in my place. I kept lunging forward but it was no use.

I focused my gaze out the door again and saw Emma speedily running away with Zayn chasing after her, "EMMA!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, but she refused to turn around.

As soon as Louis shut the door, blocking out Emma and Zayn, Niall and Liam let go of me.

I tried to make a run for the door again, but Liam grabbed me from behind, pulling me back with so much force that we both fell to the floor.

"What the hell is your problem?!" I hissed breaking free from him and standing up.

"What is your problem?" Liam spat, standing up before me, "you should be fucking thanking me and Niall right now for stopping you before you did anything stupid!"

"Emma needs me right now! I need to hold her and let her know it's going to be okay, and you fucking ruined that!" I said as I pushed past Liam aggressively.

"Really?! Have you lost it mate!?" Niall countered, "because from the looks of it, she clearly wants to get as far away from you as she can."

I glared at Niall, not carrying for what he said as I went over to the necklace that once sat beautifully around Emma's neck. I picked it up off the floor, not realizing how heavy it felt. I guess it must have been all the guilt.

I stared at the necklace in my palm. I couldn't help but smile remembering the look on Emma's face when she first saw it. Her beautiful eyes lit up like stars, and her lips curved up to form the most amazing smile I've ever seen.

All I want is to see Emma smile like that again. If I could go back and undo everything that upset her, I would.

"You don't need that baby, she's worthless," Amber cut in, breaking me from my thoughts. She tried to wrap her fingers around the necklace, but I quickly moved my hand behind my back.

I grimaced, not being able to look at Amber without feeling so much hatred. I know I'm the one to blame for this, but I honestly couldn't be nice anymore. There is only so much you can put up with.

"For your information, she happens to be the most amazing, kind-hearted, and beautiful person I have ever met. Unlike some people, she's not worthless. So don't go telling me shit about the girl I love. And before you get any ideas, I didn't call because I liked you. I just happened to make a huge mistake that I don't ever plan on making again. I'm done with you."