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I woke up in a comfortable way. It's Wednesday. Konti na lang aalis na din kami at rehearsals ko na pagkatapos. Nakakaasar. I would love to end my career already pero hindi pa pwede. May concerts pa ako. I'm so busy. Buti na lang walang media dito sa Boracay.
Nagupload ako kahapon nang isang picture ko sa beach who's taken by Zane. Feeling photographer siya. And hey, may DSLR pa siya.
"Baby.."
"Yeah, what?"
"Totoo ba yung sinabi ni Brylle?"
"Yung ano?"
"That you already lost it to him?"
"Anong nawala ko sa 'kanya? Yung relasyon namin?"
"Not that.."
"Yung ano nga?"
"You know... the pearl of every women."
"Uhh..yung necklace ko na binigay niya na true pearls?"
"Pearl of the South, Kylie.."
"Di 'ba sa national anthem nang Pinas 'yan? Perlas nang silanganan?"
"Yeah, right? Did you lost it?"
"Malay ko ba sa south part nang Pinas kung nawala na nila iyon.."
"Oh geez. Did you lost it, already?"
"Just get to the point, already Zane."
"The V-line, V-card. Whatever you call it."
Namula ang pisngi ko sa sinabi niya. MANYAK. Spell Manyak? Edi M-A-N-Y-A-K pa rin. Hinampas ko siya sa braso niya.
"Manyak ka, Zane. H'wag mo nga akong kausapin!" I yelled at him.
"I'm not..uh..manyak. You didn't get what I'm saying. Then you said that I should be straight to the point." paliwanag niya at humagalpak siya sa tawa.
"Oo na. Ikaw na da best ka." pambabara ko. at inirapan ko siya.
"I ain't the best. You are the best girlfriend of mine, perhaps?" Aniya. Ramdam ko ang pamumula nang pisngi ko. Nakaupo kami sa sofa.
Dahil sa ayokong magpa-tanned skin, hindi muna ako--kami, nagtatampisaw sa beach.
"Required ba akong kiligin?" inosente kong tanong. He chuckled.
"You're cheeks gotten red, so you are already." He explained.
Bilib din ako sa isang 'to e. Ingles nang ingles. Noon naman, ang hilig niyang mag-tagalog at maglagay nang isang katerbang emoticons. Ano kayang nangyare?
"Tch, pwede ba tigilan mo ako sa English language mo. Be the guy, I fell inlove with." I said.
"Nah, you said that I'm hot when I'm using this language." He explained at humalakhak siya.
"Then, I'm changing it." sabi ko at umiling sa 'kanya.
"You aren't gonna change it." He said.
"What Kylie wants, Kylie gets." I explained. He laughed.
"I'm not buying that, baby." He said. Tinaasan ko siya nang kilay.
"You should." I replied. He smirked.
"I wouldn't. Hindi bagay sa 'kin ang Tagalog language. " Aniya.
"Bagay kaya."
"Not. I looked like a Gaylord." He chuckled.
"Gusto ko yung lalaking naka-chat ko noon." I explained.
"Then he is already here now. Right here by your side, forever.." He lovingly said.
"Forever, really?" I sarcastically asked then I raised my plucked thin eyebrow.
"For lifetime, perhaps?" He seriously asked.
"For lifetime, surely?"
"Yep, surely." He answered.
~
Alyssa's POV
Even though, I'm her bestfriend. Yes, naiinggit ako sa 'kanya. I know it's bad. Sino bang hindi maiinggit sa 'kanya. The Seigez cousins known as the hottest cousins of our University before, have fallen inlove with her. And the recent one is loving her, caring for her. Noon pa man mahal na mahal ko na ang mga cousins.
I've been their #1 Fan. Kaya noong sinaktan sila--I reached out to them at first it was Tristan but Tristan doesn't want me. He has her girl named Yna--that is his fiancée now. Pilit kong dumikit kay Tristan, wala talaga e. He is really inlove to Yna. She's a lucky girl.
Sooner, Kylie hurt Blue. I approached him, I cared for him, I loved him--scratch that, I am still loving him. Pinili ko na lang maging panakip butas, kahit masakit okay lang. Take it or leave it lang ang mangyayari. Kaya hanggang ngayon nasasaktan ako dahil bumalik na siya kay Kylie.
Then now, si Brylle naman. Brylle don't like what I am doing. I want to be cared like what he did to Kylie. I want to be loved by anyone--No. By him. Kahit panakip butas lang. Para lang makasama ko siya tulad ni Blue.
"Brylle, please let me be.."
"Alyssa, no. No one can replace her in my heart."
"Brylle, kahit hindi mo naman ako mahalin e."
"I won't Alyssa."
"Bakit Brylle? Dahil ba sa lintek kong bestfriend?! Hindi ka niya mahal, Brylle! Face it! Don't let yourself live in the past, tapos na iyon. Move on.."
"Move on?" tigil niya. "Hahaha. Fuck that word. I can't move on, Alyssa. And I won't..I won't until she will love me back." Aniya.
"Hindi ka niya mahal at hinding hindi ka na niya mamahalin, Brylle. Harapin mo ang katotohanan!"
"She will. I know. I can't face the truth 'cause...'cause it fucking hurts me..."
"Why can't you move on, Brylle?"
"Move on. Six letters, two words. Madaling sabihin, mahirap gawin." He said.
"You should, Brylle. Wala nang kayo, that is the truth." Sabi ko at nagwalk-out.
~
Kylie's POV
How can be someone worth loving? How can I be a harmless people? Why would someone love me? I realized that love isn't the happiest thing would happen to you. The happiest thing happened to me is that someone loves me. And it's him. Sana ito na ang happy ending. But happy endings exists only in Disney. And my life isn't a story that I can control. Also my life isn't a fairy tale that I could find my prince wearing a white coat and have a fanc haircut and have a white horse.
I only have a modern prince who chatted me and I've fallen inlove too. We have many challenges. He hurt me. Hindi ako bumitaw. Even our relationship have a twist, I didn't left him. I only left for good, I tried to move on, I didn't success. But look, right now. I have him by my side foreverNot forever, until lifetime.
Only God knows, when we would tear apart. But no one now, would separate us apart. No one even Gods above.
