Forgetting Him

Epilogue

Quote of the Chapter:

[Play the song at the Multimedia please]

Minulat ko ang mata ko. I still feel empty. Emptiness would eat me. Nakakabinging katahimikan. Damn. I hate myself. I hate myself dahil hinayaan kong matalo ulit ako. I'm so weak. Sobra. Ayoko na. Fear is my greatest enemy. I should fight. But I can't. Dahil alam kong walang patutunguhan.

I will suffer for him.. For my Dad's happiness I will. Azi texted.

Azi Montefalco:

I'm here at your door.

Me:

Anong ginagawa mo dito?!!

Azi Montefalco:

Open the door, malalaglag na itong dala ko.

I opened the door. May dala siyang isang malaking paper bag nang KFC. Inilapag niya iyon sa dining area ko.

"Azi, what are you doing here?! Paano mo nalaman na nandito ako?!" inis na tanong ko.

"I dared your sister to tell me where do you live." sabi niya at humalakhak. Damn this guys, he reminds me of Zane. Fck.

"Goddamn."

"Stop cursing, let's eat."

We ate what we brought. Mamaya na ang flight ko. Damn. Ayokong umalis pero kailangan. For the my sake also his sake.

Umupo siya sa may couch at naglaro nang XBOX. I have that thing dahil dinala yan ni Evan. Sometimes when I'm gone naglalaro siya dito niyan.

"Fucker, bakit ang taas nang highscore." inis na sambit ni Azi. Nevermind.

I packed my clothes sa dalawang malaking maleta. I packed my essentials tulad nang makeup and such. Siguro sina Manager, Barbie and many more ay nasa America na. Dammit. I hate packing. Pati ang toiletries rin ay nilagay ko. Nagulat ako dahil nasa pintuan nang kwarto at nakasandal si Azi don.

"Why are you packing?"

"America, aalis ako."

"Naalala ko si Elijah at Klare, damn! Ako pa ang naghatid sa 'kanya kasama si Dette Dette." sabi niya.

"Who cares, Azi?"

"Parang life and death situation kaya kay Klare 'yun."

"Yeah right."

"Gusto mo ihatid kita?"

"Go on."

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Brylle's POV

Magiging kapatid ko by law si Kylie. And it fucking sucks! I can't bear that the girl that I love ay magiging kapatid ko. Damn. Bakit lagi na lang pinagkakait nang ibang tao na mahalin niya ako? Damn. I don't want it. Because I love her.