She needed him
She needed him so much, that she let him go
She let his hands go and felt herself falling
Falling and falling, hearing nothing, and only seeing his handsome face which was addicting
She didn't mind the fall at all, as long as she saw him, the fall was nothing
It was the impact, and the shattering of her heart hitting the bottom that made her scream and aching
She needed him and let him go so she could always have him
Then he died, leaving her with too much of something that ended up spoiling and going bad, until it was rotten to the brim
So she threw it out, replacing it was sadness and heartache
What a forsake
She was head over heels for him
He was head over heels for another
She let him go so she could have him while he was happy
It hurt, but his smile made the pain amiably
Now she was hurting again and his smile was gone and what they shared was nothing but a dead carcase of a once beautiful young lamb
Flies ate at the remains and maggots infested it
He was dead
She was crying, screaming for him to come back
That the pain was unbearable but silence was the only thing that greeted her
She needed him
She needed him with all her heart and he hurt her like this
First he took her heart, then stomped out the insides and finally leaving like he had nothing to do with it
That was heartless
He was heartless
She wished she could have known this sooner
He toyed with her emotions, then tossed her aside, and when things started going bad for him, he left her
She was angry
She once needed him, now she hated the things that made her fall for him
Yet, she cried tears of sorrow for the boy she hated
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I'm sorry for not loving you the way a boy should
