I had a crush on him
It took me years to figure that out, but by that time, I had met a girl who took my mind off him
Her smile was like his, always big and bright and it blinded me to the point I could no longer see his silhouette
I love her
I married her
But I'll always remember the boy who pissed me off because I liked him
And he didn't like me back
I told myself I hated him, which secretly meant I liked him
I punched him, just to touch him
I yelled at him just to hear his voice
Now I don't need it, I've moved on
And I'm happy
He was my first crush though, and he'll always be in my heart somewhere
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She makes you smile more I ever could anyway
I'm happy for you
