I never moved on
I loved Calvin
He loved me
I promised to be there for him once he finished school
He told me he would love that
I promised to be by his side for as long as he lived
He told me, he didn't have much longer
I asked him what he meant
He kissed me instead
I wanted answers
He refused to tell me
I let him stay with me that night
If I had known I wouldn't see him again, I would have made him stay
I tried to not think about it too much
I drowned myself
I couldn't take the pain anymore
So here I sit, at our sacred place
Thinking about what could have been
He was too young to die
It won't be long before I'm too old to live
I need him
I wanted to hold him so tight our bodies seemed to blend together
I wanted to kiss him so passionately the heat of passion would burn our lips
I needed him
Without him, I'm having trouble breathing
But I wasn't going to ever get him back
When does my heart rest and his starts again
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I'm sorry I loved you
