Dark (The Past Never Changes)

Chapter 12

Devin's P.O.V.

We all go to Bree and Kaylee's. I'm completely shocked. My body can barely move. What was I thinking? I'm not sure but it was the only thing I could think of when I was looking into his eyes. We have hung out so much lately and he really is a good guy. I can't help but wonder why he did kiss me, but I think back and it got me out of the way, so that must be the reason. The asshole used my feelings against me. Damn!

"What do you guys want to do?" Bree asks as we walk in the door.

"I'm going upstairs." Kaylee sighs. I hope she's not mad at us, but then again she's kind of always goes up there.

"I need to party!" I say and widen my eyes, looking down.

"We know." Bree laughs.

"It's not funny!" I say.

"It is, actually." Mariah smiles at me.

"Ugh, Riah, drop it!" I whine.

"What you didn't like my kiss?" Tony winks at me. My cheeks are already too red, so I don't have to worry about that one.

"No. It was using what I said against me." I say.

"Wait, you actually like me?' He looks confused and surprised now.

"I have to go to the bathroom." I turn around and leave the kitchen. I sit on the couch and take a deep breath. I close my eyes and try to picture something other than Tony.

I could think about lots of things. Like unicorns, sloths, food, and leaving, but no. The only things that's on my mind is Tony. This boy will literally be the death of me. Either he will kill me, or the thoughts of him will. They already make me crazy, even though I was a little crazy before I met him. Maybe now I'm insane. What is wrong with me? I scare myself sometimes, I can't even imagine what I put Bree, Mariah, and Kaylee through. Kaylee. Sometimes I wonder what goes through her head. Like what she thinks about and doesn't tell anybody. How she feels at certain times and how the hell she gets through it. I would've died a long time ago if I went through what she has. I'm broken from my thoughts as I feel someone sit down next to me. I keep my eyes closed.

"Have a crush now do we?" His voice sounds and my eyes shoot open. I bring myself together before looking at him.

"What? No." I say and roll my eyes.

"That's not what you said." He reminds me.

"Yeah well I could never like someone who doesn't like me back." I say.

"That not the situation though.." He trails off. What?

"Wait, what?" I look back at him.

"Would you like to go on a date with me Tuesday night?" He asks. I feel my stomach turn. That was not what I was expecting.

"A date?' I try to process.

"Yeah, come on. Just say yes." He looks impatient.

"Sure." I agree.

"Cool." He gets up and heads towards the door. Before he opens it he turns and looks at me. "See ya later, babe." He winks.

I nod and my body freezes. My mind can't even wrap around what just happened. Does this mean he likes me? Or is he using? I go over every possible conclusion, but I can't find one that makes sense, or that feels right. Were is he taking me? What should I wear? I don't have really fancy clothes. But should I just go casual? Maybe I should ask the girls what they think? NO, I take back that thought.. They'll turn me into a doll. Well not Kaylee, but Mariah and Bree, definitely. I'm kind of scared. I'll just go casual. Maybe. Ugh, I can't make up my mind! I should just cancel. What? No! What if he actually likes me? Ha, he can't like me, am I crazy? Oh yeah, I am huh? Oh no. This is gonna be a rough couple of days..