Dark (The Past Never Changes)

Chapter 50

Raven's POV

"Babe, are you sure you don't want me to stay a little longer?" Luke asks, playing with my hair while I lay down, not facing him.

"No. I want you to go, so that you can come back and be living here." I say softly.

"I'm worried about you." He sighs.

"It's just a fever, I'll be fine." I assure him.

"At least call somebody to come over here with you while I'm gone." He pleas.

"I'll go hang out with people, don't worry." I turn around and look at him for a moment before closing my eyes again.

I don't know why, but I feel like shit. And this type of shit doesn't feel like just a fucking fever. It hurts and I feel nauseous and I just want to lay in bed all day. I don't have the motivation to move, or go anywhere, but I don't want Luke to worry so I have to at least get up and get ready.

Harry's POV

I wake up slowly, but have a mini heart attack when I realize Bree isn't in my arms still. I get up and sigh. She must be down stairs. I walk down stairs and smell eggs and pancakes. I walk into the kitchen expecting to see my beautiful girlfriend, but I see Ashton. Kaylee isn't here either.

"Where's Bree?" I ask. He jumps a little and I laugh.

"She went on a run with Kaylee. They left about 30 minutes ago." He answers.

"Oh. Okay." I sit on the stool at the table.

"Bree didn't tell you?" He looks at me.

"No." I huff.

"Oh, well it's not like you don't keep stuff from her too." He sneers and I look at him.

"What?" I ask harshly.

"Oh Annah, Bree, whoever, there's still two of them." He shakes his head.

"Annah and I aren't together anymore and that's none of your fucking business." I stand up.

"Whatever, I'm just saying, does Bree know?" He turns around and radishes his eyebrows at me.

"No. She doesn't know." I say lowly.

"Tell her. Or you're gonna lose her." He reminds me.

"I'm getting there. Just let me handle this on my own." I raise my voice.

"You handling it on your own involves not talking to Annah, or telling Bree, taking Bree to England and letting her find out on her own." He says.

"Yeah so what?" I ask.

"Do you really want to lose her Harry? Is keeping Annah from Bree really worth losing Bree?" He nags.

"There's nothing left between Annah and I. I love Bree. She's the only thing i need, the only one I want." I look down and smile a little thinking of her.

"Then don't do anything to risk losing her." He says losing her as if it's already happened. I just nod.

I can't just tell Bree I left my girlfriend of a year in England and didn't talk to her until I told her I've been cheating on her with the most amazing person I've ever met. Before I met Bree, I would just take random girls home, have sex with them, then kick them out. I didn't care. I didn't want to care. I didn't want to think about how shitty my life was getting. Bree is like the light at the end of a tunnel. It's really dark until you see her, and your whole life is enlighten.

She has a smile that could make anyone feel better. She has eyes that outshine the stars. She has a heart that will make you feel so loved. She is just the best person I've ever met. I didn't want to admit it at first, but she might even have a bigger heart than my sister, and it pains me to think about it. But it pains me more to think about what I would be with out her. It hurts to imagine what would happen if I lost Bree. If she ever left me, I wouldn't be the same. I would never get better. You only get saved once in your life and she was the one to save me.