❝I'm just appreciating beauty that's right in front of me.❞
❝...You find an old woman dancing in her bra beauty?!❞
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Lavender Adeline is a strange girl, she always knew she was and so does her family and her best friends. When it comes to bu...
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I hate Panic attacks with a passion! I just had one about four hours ago and I'm still not over it.
I've been getting them since I was little and I would never understand what it was.
Also, sorry for the kinda late chapter.
Enjoy the chapter!
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All I can think about is that stupid kiss me and Kyle shared today. 'It was a mistake.' I chant over and over again in my head. Then why did it feel so right?! Wearily, I sneak a quick glance at Kyle's table. He has his arm wrapped around Melissa. Not surprising. See, he's perfectly fine without me being in his life.
If I would have known going inside of Kyle's house for water meant that I would have ended up kissing him, I would have backed up far away from that house.
What scares me is not how good the kiss felt, oh no. What scares me is I don't feel guilty at all for what I've done. I mean, Kyle is in a relationship for pete's sakes! My new name should be home wrecker Lavender. I think it'll start catching on...
"Lavender, stop zoning out on us!" Cherry snaps a finger in front of my face and all I do is groan at her. It feels like it's been forever ever since Cherry and Sienna first started talking about prom. Which was only about a week ago, but it feels like it's been ages since then!
"You want me to stop zoning out so I'll listen to you two talk about prom? That you already know which annoys me...?" I grumble, clearly not in the mood to hear people talking about how pretty their nails or eyebrows will be. Prom is stupid. It's just another school dance that you have to get all dressed up for, nothing special about it.
"Exactly." Cherry nods her head at me and I sigh, rolling my eyes at her. I start zoning out all over again and think of what I'll do on the day of prom. No matter how much Sienna and Cherry will force me, I won't go. I'll be a stubborn mule all night if I have to get them to leave me alone. I place my elbow on the table, resting my head on my hand as I close my eyes.
All I want to do is stay home and rest all day long, is that too much to ask for?!
"Have you heard of the rumors?" A group of girls huddle around each other close to our table while I mentally roll my eyes. They wouldn't be able to whisper if their life depended on it.
"Oh, I totes have." One of them say and I start to eavesdrop on their conversation.
"I haven't." Another one mumbles. Neither have I...
"Oh em gee! We totes have to tell you like right now!" One of them squeals. "Like go tell her Alyssa!"
"Ok, so there are rumors that Melissa is cheating on Kyle with other boys." The one called Alyssa says to her friends. I'm honestly not surprised.
"Like, how do you know this?"
"It's all over the school and one of Melissa's friends may have said some things..." The girl trails off and I furrow my eyebrows in confusion. Her friend said that?
"Like I'm not even surprised after how many times her relationships ended with her cheating on the guy or sleeping with his friends." The girl who was squealing said. As much as I'm being a bad person by saying this, it's true, I totally agree with squealer over there. That doesn't make it right though...
"I don't understand her. She chases after a guy for like ever and then she goes and gets with someone else. What even is that?!" One of the comments and I can't help, but nod my head along with every word they say. They speak the truth and nothing but the truth! The bell suddenly rings, making people disperse all over the hallway. I get up from the table, waving to Sienna and Cherry.
Time for class...yay...not...
Maybe if I get there quickly enough I'll be able to trade seats with someone or something. All the girls in my class would be more than happy to trade seats with me, getting to sit next to Kyle. I quickly and quietly enter the classroom and sit in the first desk I see towards the back of the room. If I just keep my head down no one will notice me...this is gonna be harder than I expected.
Out of the corner of my eye, I see Melissa take my old seat, sitting directly beside Kyle. Why am I not surprised.
"Lavender, what are you doing in my seat?!" A voice hisses at me from behind and I wince, instantly knowing who the voice belongs to.
"Please, can I sit in your seat. I won't annoy you for the remainder time of senior year!" I plead with it, hoping it'll let me sit here.
"Fine." Sally grits her teeth, sitting in the seat next to me.
"Thank you. Thank you. Thank you!" I whisper to her and she glares at me, rolling her eyes.
"Ok, ok. I get it. Just be quiet already and don't distract me at all." She comments and I nod my head up and down at her, vigorously.
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Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter!
We're getting so close to the ending of this story ;-;
