Little Fallen Angel

Chapter 15

I realize how cringe this chapter is going to be but its just a filler so please stick with me.

I woke up suddenly the next morning. I turned and saw that Ashley had ripped the sheets off my bunk. Wow, thanks Ash. I groaned and turned back over trying to get comfortable. Ash was poking my arm so I turned and seated his arm away. "I'm tired, go away!" I said. He just chuckled and grabbed my hand pulling me out of the bunk. I landed on the ground with a thud. I looked up at Ash and he was laughing. Was I really that funny? "We are going out for breakfast, do you want to come?" He asked as he helped me up. I thought for a second, being with both CC and Ash in public was probably not the best thing for me right now. I sighed, "Nah, I think I'll just hang out here." He nodded and walked towards the front. I heard some voices and then the door being closed. Good, they were finally gone. I sighed and went to the back of the bus to get something from my bunk. I had been sleeping in Andy's bunk for the past couple of days. I found my acoustic and smiled. I carried it to the front of the bus and sat. What should I play? I started strumming random things and found myself playing For Baltimore by All Time Low.

"Mayday situation overload
I'm restless, obsessed with your future
And all my worries they don't bother you
Collected, you render me useless
But I carry on
Right now, I think that you think that I'm
Half drunk, searching for something of
Substance, casually dropping a line, designed
To keep you next to me
I can't awkwardly craft in advance
I know, that you wouldn't fall for that
You say "Shut up and take my hand"
And we carry on
I don't wanna say goodnight
The city comes alive, when we're together
Why can't Thursday last forever
I don't wanna say goodnight
I've never been so sure
Just do it for the memories
Do it for Baltimore
And do it for me
Hot damn, look at me now
I'm all, caught up riding the high of my
Good luck, casually dropping a line, designed,
To keep you next to me
I bet you never thought you would fall again
So much for keeping this, just friends
Shut up and kiss me now
And we carry on
I don't wanna say goodnight
The city comes alive, when we're together
Why can't Thursday last forever
I don't wanna say goodnight
I've never been so sure
Just do it for the memories
Do it for Baltimore
And do it for me
(Do it for me)
Mayday situation overload
I'm restless, obsessed with your future
And all my worries they don't bother you
Collected, you render me useless
But I carry on
I don't wanna say goodnight
The city comes alive, when we're together
Why can't Thursday last forever
I don't wanna say goodnight
I've never been so sure
Just do it for the memories
Do it for Baltimore
And do it for me" I sang. I sighed as I played the last few chords. This song always gave me the feels. Just then I heard voices outside the bus. I quickly put my guitar in my bunk and crawled into Andy's bunk.   Ash came down the hall and stopped in front of the bunk. I turned and looked at him. "Hi." I said. He chuckled, "Andy wants to prove a point and he needs you." He said. I gave him a questioning look but climed out of the bunk and shuffled to the front lounge. When I walked in I saw all the guys sitting on the couches staring at me. Andy stood up, "They won't believe me when I told them you could sing." He explained. "Woah woah, wait. Are you trying to make me sing? I don't sing in front of people Andy, you know that." I said backing towards the bunk area again. He sighed, "Please Alex, just this once?" He asked me. I sighed, "Fine, but only this once." I went into the back and grabbed my acoustic again. I sat on the couch between Jinxx and Andy thinking of what song to play.  I decided on playing Northern Downpour by Panic! At The Disco.

"If all our life is but a dream
Fantastic posing greed
Then we should feed our jewelry to the sea
For diamonds do appear to be
Just like broken glass to me
And then she said she can't believe
Genius only comes along
In storms of fabled foreign tongues
Tripping eyes, and flooded lungs
Northern downpour sends its love
Hey moon, please forget to fall down
Hey moon, don't you go down
Sugarcane in the easy mornin'
Weathervanes my one and lonely
The ink is running toward the page
It's chasin' off the days
Look back at both feet
And that winding knee
I missed your skin when you were east
You clicked your heels and wished for me
Through playful lips made of yarn
That fragile Capricorn
Unraveled words like moths upon old scarves
I know the world's a broken bone
But melt your headaches, call it home
Hey moon, please forget to fall down
Hey moon, don't you go down
Sugarcane in the easy mornin'
Weathervanes my one and lonely
[x3]
Sugarcane (hey moon) in
(Hey moon) the easy mornin'
Weathervanes (hey moon) my
(Hey moon) one and lonely
Sugarcane (hey moon) in (hey moon)
The easy (hey moon) mornin'
Weathervanes (hey moon) my (hey moon)
One (hey moon) and lonely
[Continues in background:]
Sugarcane (hey moon) in (hey moon)
The easy (hey moon) mornin'
Weathervanes (hey moon) my (hey moon)
One (hey moon) and lonely
Hey moon, please forget to fall down
Hey moon, don't you go down
You are at the top of my lungs
Drawn to the ones who never yawn
[x2]" I sang. There was silence when I finished. I looked down at my guitar. I bet they hated it, I sounded terrible probably. I looked up and saw them all looking at me smiling. "That was awesome!" Jake announced. I could feel myself turning bright red as I smiled and thanked him. All the guys were telling me it was great and I was actually really happy. A little bit later I left to get dressed for the concert, I pulled on one of my favorite sweaters and some skinny jeans. I brushed my hair and teeth and walked out to wait for the guys.