Letter #7

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Song: i hate u, i love u by Gnash
"All alone I watch you watch her like she's the only thing you've ever seen."

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I saw you today and as I walked passed you, you glanced at me and I could feel the cold in your eyes.

You had your bag out, you were looking through the pockets for something. You glanced up for a quick second and noticed I was going to pass you. You didn't change your expression, you just looked back down and smiled at her, you couldn't face me like a man. 

It was like making eye contact with a stranger who is totally uninterested in you. I felt sick for hours after that, hours. 

You laughed at something she said.

When you laughed, I remembered every reason I ever fell in love with you.

I thought I was doing better, but as soon as I saw you smile at her, all progress I made

disappeared.

Maybe in another world, you would have chosen me. 

But not this world. 

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