Song: Lucid Dreams by Why Don't We (Cover)
"It's to the point where I love and I hate you, and I cannot change you so I must replace you."
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You know what I don't get??
I don't get how you don't see that I'm going freaking crazy over you.
You don't see how I look at you or how I look at her with you around.
I don't know if it's a good or a bad thing, because if I knew you were going to cause me this much pain when I first saw you, I would have just turned and ran back down the hallway.
I was fine then, and then you just had to come up to me and smile and come into my life.
So screw you for that, screw you for coming into my life and for making me fall for you and for leaving me.
But the thing is, I've tried to move on. I've tried to forget your face, your touch, your laugh, but every time I hear your name, all the memories come flashing back. I know you've done me wrong, you've broken my heart more than once, but I just can't seem to forget about you.
All I do is lie to everyone and pretend I'm over him. The reality is, you haunt my mind, day and night, and that's because I don't want to let you go...
Not just yet.
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