Depressingly beautiful

The hospital

"I don't know when she is going to wakeup, I just know she will." Some strange voice said.

"Where am I?" I thought. This definitely wasn't my room. And what was all that beeping? There was a strange beeping now in the background. I sat up and opened my eyes.

"Alexis, oh my god! You're awake!" My mom shouted, ecstatic.

"Mom, where am I?"

"Honey, you're at the hospital, don't you remember what happened know?"

"No.... Why am I here?"

"Well, after Shawn found you passed out in the bathroom we took you to the hospital. There the sewed your cuts up and you have been passed out ever since."

Hold up, I passed out. I didn't realize my cuts were so bad. I looked down at my arm. There were huge scars on them. They ran up my entire forearm.

"How long was I out for?"

"Almost a month."

"A month!!" I shouted. How had I passed out for so long?

"Yeah, the doctor thought you would be out for longer."

I was so still trying to wrap my head around what happened.

"Also you had some visitors."

"Visitors? Who visited me?"

"Um, Jane and her boyfriend John*, Colin, and that boy from your preschool, um Lucas, or..."

"Luke!"

"Oh yeah, that was his name. He is coming back tomorrow."

I think I passed out again right around that time.

*Next day*

"Lex, lex?"

"Huh? What do you want Shawn?" When we were little, Shawn couldn't say my full name, so he called me Lex.

I sat up.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!'" I screamed. "What the hell are you doing here Luke?"

"Just visiting my friend, do you want me to leave?"

"I guess you can stay, but I just thought you were my brother. He is the only one allowed to call me Lex."

"Sorry I had no idea."

"It's ok, just try not to do it again."

"Soo.... any particular reason you're here? Not to be mean, but why? You are the whole reason I'm here."

"I'm really sorry about earlier, I didn't realize you would go that far."

"It's isn't what you said that made me cut, well it did, it's the fact you lied and betrayed. You we're suppose to on my side!" I scream at him, as I start to cry, "I thought you still cared about. You are the only one who knows about the accident, referring to my brothers stay." I said a little quieter.

"Alexis, I am on your side. If I didn't, would I be here?"

"Then why did you make me lie for you. Why did you call me a s-s-slut?" I couldn't help myself. I had to know the truth. "Do you care about your ego and popularity too much. I don't mind lying, but why didn't you say you were helping me with my basketball or something?"

"I just.. I.. Just..?"

"You just what... Came here to insult me again? Well take your insults and go!" I yelled. I just had to get it all out of my system. Every thing I ever had to say to him finally came out. It felt so good.

He left silently.

Everyday he would come back and sit there waiting for me to talk.

Finally one day he said something.

"Alexis, I'm sorry. I never meant to hurt your feelings. I just panicked."

"I understand."

"So you forgive me!?"

"I said I understand why did it, not that I forgive you."

"Oh." Was all he could say.

"Not to be rude, but can you go? I feel sleepy."

"Yeah, see you later."

I pretended falling asleep hoping he would leave, but I could still here his heavy breathing.

10 minutes later I finally heard him stand up.

"I love you." He said quietly before leaning down and kissing me before he left.

You know how in books and movies they say you feel sparks fly when you kiss someone you love, well when Luke kissed me I felt sparks. I didn't understand how, I'm suppose to hate Luke.

A/n

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*I changed TJs name to John