Feeling Blue

Feeling blue! Chapter 9

What is the point of Algebra, it doesn't mean anything to me. I just sit back of the classroom and daydream. Mostly daydreaming about Josh and his meomery form hair. Well, I can't exactly ask him out. I only just met him. But, to be honest he a lot fitter than Dan. But, Dan made his choice. Skye. Josh is two rows in front of me and as everyone falls asleep in Algebra, I get a better view.

The bell goes for break and we all dash out to meet all our friends in the others sets. I wait outside Jess's classroom. Jess is in top set and is well, really smart at literally everything. At least Jess is a true friend. I've known her since primary school. As, the corridors get highly populated Jess finally comes out. Her hair tied back in a ponytail and a chunky revision book under her arm.

'Want to go tuotor?' I ask.

'You mean want to go to tutor Clara, use english.' When has Jess become a english teacher god!

'yes, that what I ment, you know that.' Jess useally knows what I'm on about most of the time.

We walked up the art block stairs and opened the double doors that entered our tutor. The boys were on the rad in the cornor of the tutor. Skye was with them. They were a little hugged group of lost dogs. I wondered over to my locker and so did Jess. Mrs Nightdrome came in with a mug of mint tea. 'Everyone outside now! The sun is shinning and the birds are swearting. Go on. Clara, Jess? A word please.' I slammed my locker door shut with my PE kit in one hand. Both me and Skye wondered to Mrs Nightdrome desk. Mrs Nightdrome dug into her drow. She took out two reports, then she grabbed a pen and wrote mine and Skye's name on them. Reason: Getting into a fight. Target: Try to calm down and not break out into a fight. Stupid I know but, I will be off soon.

As I walk out of tutor I scam through the report. Showing Dad this will ripe our family. Just before GCSE is stupid. It Skye's fault not mine. As I walk toward PE, I walk on my own. I enter the changing rooms and the girls are in groups. On their phones and playing loud music. I place my PE kit out, all folded up. Jess came in and hung her stuff up on the pegs. She doesn't say anything. "So....," I say as I flick off my shoes. She doesn't say anything. "Whats up?" I ask waiting for an answer. Nothing! What have I've done this time? Jess got her Pe kit on and headed out without a word. I was doing my lances to my trainners. I see Josh in his sexy shorts. That just me. I'm doing basketball, my favourite sport ever! The bell goes for the end of break and the top set dash up to the top bench. I hand my report to Miss Halding, (PE teacher.) So, yep it felt embassing. This lesson was full of games. We got put into teams of five. I was centre which I'm really pleased with. I had the sandy girls. They always hangaround with each other and always talk. I was mostly playing the game. It was so annoying. We were verses the louder girls who show off a lot. Espically Rachel Sims, she loud, selfish and always favourite. She also complains about effort. Sandy one: Sarah passed it to me. As I bounce it out of Rachel's hands, I elbowed Rachel in the face. OOps!

After school, I was ment to walk home but, I saw Josh and got destracted. He got into a car simular to Taylor's. (mum's boyfriend.) I'm no stroker, I just want to know. He was going the same way as I, I had no choice. I ran to catch up. The car drove to the flat that looked like mum's, I needed to see. As they took the lift; I took the stairs. Having no idea where I was going. I hid behide the double doors as Josh and the Taylor look a like wondered into a flat. I had guts to go up to that door and knock and ask for Josh. You ask what the hell did I do that for? I'm just nosey ok, just me being me. When the door opened the feeling of I can't tiurn back had overcome me. Then Mum opened the door. Her face like what the hell are you doing here? "Hi mum!" I said in shock. She stood there in slient. I was waiting for her to lictually say something. "Is Josh in?" I ask thinking of what reltion he was. Josh appears behide her. " Clara what are you doing here?" She says in shock! No one could tell we were mother and daughter. As they threw her highlighted hair to the side, I was coming up with an answer to answer that question. "Josh is one of my best mates and I wondered to see how he was." Worse excuss ever. "He not your kid right?" What the hell was I thinking. I could see Josh looking imbasses so much. " No Clara he not ok! He Taylor's ok." What the hell was he doing there? " Ok Clara, I shouldn't tell you this but Taylor and I are getting married and Josh is down from Wales for that." That great news right? I feel bad now but, it the best news ever. I've got a new step dad. " Your dad said you can't come and it not good for you! Ok so see you soon, got things to do." Ok ok so thats it. I'm not allowed to go just like that. "wait mum wait!" She closes the door on me.

I dash home and run as fast as I could home. I just give up like that. I run across the gravel and slam the front door behide me. I flick off my shoes and run up the steep stairs. Does my dad think my mum is a bad person? will my crush be family? Who knows!

Hi readers,

Sorry about being so long for the update. A rubbish ending I know but, it does get better! Ok someone will happen to Clara that she regets thats all im saying about the next bit. Soon u8pdate coming soon. Ok so, read vote comment do whatever you lovely people. Say your thoughts about Clara in the comments and what do you think Jess's story a film I'm making say what you think and I take it on borad ok!!! good lol

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Karie

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