Feeling Blue

Feeling Blue- Chapter 11

Hi there, sorry had so any people say the last chapter was too depressing. Trust me it does get better and so much drama you wouldn't believe it. Just if u want action stay on this book and enjoy reading my writing. Thanks readers and also, the 3 between a friendship series is based around this story so this is warning not to confuse you. Everyone loves drama! Lets carry on shall we? We should! Love Karie more from me at the bottom of the page thxs :D

Leo's pov

I know, I know it's a monday evening and its my sister's birthday. We are ment to be celebrating but, she acting weird and over the top. As I browse through the recorded football /rugby Dad made today on the sky box. Clara was either pissed off with Dad or didn't get her own way. I grabbed a nut from the nut bowl, in the centre of the coffee table. Something was bothing me with Clara. A few minutes ago, Marina came in huffing and puffing; Clara just dashed upstairs. I may annoy her and she annoys me (defo) but we are brother and sister for crying out loud. I know she going through a rough time but now she needs to stop feeling sorry for herself and stop feeling blue and be happy about her life and not to regret anything.

We had quite a weird evening. I know Clara is missing her mom but she only known us for two seconds. Something must be bothing her or something. I'll go and check on her.

I step upstairs. Slientice......

Clara wasn't in her room or in my room where she normally is maybe, the bathroom. I press the door handle down and it was locked. 'Clara...?' I asked while knocking on the door.

Clara's pov

I heard Leo knocking on the door. I could see the blood drip from my arm. I paniced and finally woke up thinking what if... Leo saw! My life would be over.

I flushed the toilet and took a purple, damp bath towel and placed it over my arm from the wash basket to say I washed my hands.

I unlocked the door and stepped out avoiding eye contact. Leo was starring down at me.

I finally ran to my room and shut the door backwards and slid down it. Now I regret it now. I feel stuipd and unloved. Cutting myself made me feel worst than before! Tears rolled down my face and i cannot hide this one. I had do something like stay in my room for the rest of my life or something. Then, I heard the door bell go. Probuary one of Leo's mates. I don't care anymore! I sat there in slientice on the floor with my face burried into my hands. Leo answered the door. 'Clara it's for you.' Leo said. Who the hell would want me today out of all days?

I opened my bedroom door and peared down the narrow stair case. It was Josh. My crush Josh, who is going to be my step brother shame really! He so fit and dreamy. What did he want? How does he know where I live? Does all these questions matter, I bloody love him. Dan can get twat of the year award. I dash down the stairs and meet hyim at the door. Leon went back to the living room and shut the door. He was wearing a thick lifeguard hoddie and skinny red jeans. Looking quite gay, but I loved his hair. We both starred into each others eyes. 'Hello Clara, I know it someone special day today.' He said in a deep,clear and elegant voice. From behide back he brought out a present; all neatly wrapped up! He hands it to me! It was a odd shape, then I relised it was two presents. 'Clara wanna go to the park and just chill?' I could I not say no to that. I love him. 'ok..., lets go!' I grabbed my coat and tuck my presents into my bag. I closed the door behide me. 'Shall we?' Josh wanted us to link arms. His eyes twiled. His long fring was in front of his left eye, making him really sexy. 'We shall!' I shouted and hocked arms.

On the walk through we were talking and taking the mick out of the teachers. We were talking about very random stuff. We walked into costa and grabbed a take-away coffee. My coffee was thick and creamy. Just how I want it. We walked into the park and found a brench. The park had a lovely atmosohere. It wasn't too busy or to emety, just right. I put the coffee on the arm bench as I unwrapped the presents Josh gave me. He put his arm around me, while I opened them. I was so amazed, a box of throutans chocolate including dark chocolate my favourite! In a jewellary box with a sweet necklance with the letter 'C' on. It was so sweet. 'Would you like me to put it on for you Clara?' Josh asked. I gave him the back of the necklance and I moved my hair up so it doesn't get caught. When he clicked it into place, I turned around and starred into his dreamy eyes. He lead in closer. Our eyes looking straight at each other. Then, I closed my eyes and his lips met mine. Was this a fancasy? Or was it true love? Who cares, I got what I want at last! His tounge slip in and I pulled away. 'Beauitful!' He said. He huggled on the brench. He kissed my head.

'Clara...?' He said in a chilled voice.

'Yes...?' I said pulling away and looked at him. 'You know, my Dad is marrying your mum...,' I was confused. 'Yes Josh, I was told today so I got it fresh in my mind.'

'We are sort of relited.'

'How?'

'It like you dating your brother, little one. Whats his name?'

'Joseph? We live in the same house and Marina is trying to make Joseph part of us! We don't live in the same house so...,'

'True but it rather weird.'

'Well..., I love you.'

'Same here. We have to do something!' We have to do something big and that will make Josh mine. I completely forgot that! 'Got any good ideas?' He asked me. Starring onto the firld I had a idea. 'How about stopping the wedding?' That the only way!

Hi Readers Karie here,

How u like it? Rather weird I know but it hard to recover from the last sense in the other chapter! This is a cute chapter and Clara and Josh are heading for a bumpy ride! So yh do what you do best readers read comment and of course what stopping you VOTE! so yh

Love you guys lots and see you in the next chapter!

Love Karie xoxoxo

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