Babydoll |m.e|

Part 16: Betrayal

Warning: contains adult language

{Authors Note,
Guys this is where things start to get more adult and not so lovey dovey.... Hope you like it. Luv ya so much}

I laid in bed for the fifth straight day. Not moving, slowly breathing. I haven't been feeling myself after my dad left. I know I promised but sometimes things are bigger than promises. That sounds crazy, trust me I know that.

Matthew was trying to get me to go out with him and some friends but I always made up a stupid excuse.

I hadn't been eating much, not because I haven't been hungry but because I don't think about hunger.The pain seems to numb me completely. My mom is never home anymore which doesn't help.

I sometimes I think about who would miss me if I was gone. Who would though? Matt I guess but he was been pretty distant recently. It's weird. After about the fourth day of blowing him off he got mad. Since then he hasn't texted, snapchated, or called for that matter. Should I be worried? I don't know what to feel, think, or do anymore.

I felt a vibration against my back suddenly, yanking myself out of the trance of thought I was into. The bright screen read "Becca". I quickly debated if I should answer or just let it ring. Without thinking to much I tapped the green button.

"Hello?", I spoke softly into the phone.

"Hey Lex, it's Rebbeca. I know you've been feeling kind of down lately so I want us to do something fun today. You down?" She asked cheerfully into the phone.

"I don't know Becca.."

"Bitch don't give me a stupid excuse, I'm picking you up in an hour," and with that she hung up. I laughed at her, which I had t laughed in a while so it was kind of a surprise for me.

I slowly sunk to the floor after attempting to stand up from my dear bed. I slowly crawled on my hands and knees to my window covered with my black curtains. I reluctantly opened them letting the sun light up my room. I loudly groaned and covered my eyes from the sunlight, "No! My eyes! The sun, why'd I leave you?" I looked over sadly at my bed knowing that it was time to grow up and get out of this room.

I took a quick whiff of my breath and armpits and coughed in reaction of it being so bad. I took a quick shower shaving my spider legs, washing my hair and body.

When I got out I blow dried my hair and soon after curled it. I brushed out the curls a little to make them look looser. I pulled on a black tank top that said "RECKLESS" in big white letters across the chest, dark skinny jeans, I covered up with a unbuttoned black and red flannel, then topped it all of with my black combat boots. Next I did my makeup. I decided on a little more makeup than usual because I wasn't washing my face while staying in my bed so I had a couple big breakouts on my face. I used matte foundation, concealer, powder, blush, bronzer, winged eyeliner, contour, highlight, mascara, a nude pink lipstick, and a dark eye look.

I shoved my phone into my pocket and trotted out of my room into the living room. Sky ran up to me jumping up and down. I cooed at her and pet her continuously. She had gotten so big since when we got her at Christmas she was now almost a full grown husky. She was pretty tiny for a almost full grown husky though.

After playing with Sky for a little bit I heard a car horn outside. I kissed Sky's head then hurried outside. Rebecca was in her black sports car smiling bright at me. I smiled a little and slid into the passengers seat.

"Hey girly," she said while driving off.

"Hey," I replied.

"Just a "hey" c'mon Alexa, what wrong?", she asked staring at me seriously.