I Simply (Love)Hate You

21.

"So what should we call her?" Sanju said as she finished up changing baby's nappy. I looked up from my phone. "Well shouldn't you and your husband decide that?" I asked looking at the baby. Sanju let out a laugh. "I think the God Mother should have a say on it." I looked at her in surprise. "Are you serious?" I was literally taken back by this. I somehow dreamt of being baby's God Mother, and I was a bit surprised that it wasn't her in-laws or even her oven mother. She nodded, and I practically threw myself at her in happiness. "OH MY GOSH, OH MY GOSH, OH MY GOSH. I love you." I yelled and let go of her, and turned around and picked my God Daughter up. "I will love you forever!" I said hugged her lightly. Aya, she looked like a Aya! "Aya?" I said baby made a short cry. " I like that!" she said, she thought about it for a bit. "BABE!" She yelled, and Tushar appeared in the doorway. "Yeah!" Sanju looked at him with a huge grin on her lips. "Did you tell her?" He asked, her smile turned into confusion. "That she is the God Mother and that Rajveer is the God Father?" He said and my jaw just dropped. I couldn't believe that I was gonna share my God Daughter with ... him out of everyone in this world the person I hated the most.

Sanju took herself to the head "I love you, but your timing is indescribably bad!" She said, she looks over at me. He gave us a sorry look. "How do you like 'Aya'!" She said changing the subject, and he stood there with a open mouth. "I love it!" Rajveer said coming from behind Tushar. "She looks like an Aya!" He said, the sight of him pissed me off, I hadn't seen him since baby was born. And I was okay with that. My phone started buzzing, and Derek's name popped up on the screen. I saw how Rajveer's eyes fill with annoyance. "Is she done?" He asked, Sanju nodded and he grabbed her from me and went downstairs.

I huffed at him in annoyance. I grabbed my phone.
"Hello?" I said pressing answer
"Hey, so Mexican or Italian?" He said.
"Hmm.. Italian today, Mexican next time." I said and started forgetting I was annoyed.
"Who said there will be a next time?" I let out a laugh.
"You can't get enough of me, that's why"
"No I can't. I'll be there at 8?" He said
"You betta!" I Said and ended the call.

Sanju looked at me with a smile, but I saw this concern lay behind it. "What?" I asked with a flat tone and face. She folded the last baby stocking and opened her mouth, then shut it.
"You aren't using Derek to make Rajveer jealous, are you?" I thought about it, and came to realise that wasn't what I was doing.
"Nope. In fact I am using him to get over Rajveer. But I actually quite like him. There is this certain charm over him."
She gave me a weak smile and grabbed the little basket and walked out from the nursery.

I let out a sight I knew she didn't believe me. And the fact that she doubted me, made me doubt myself. I walked down stairs where stupid pice of.. Was sitting with Aya. I walked towards them, and sat down beside Rajveer. I put my finger in her tinny fragile hand. I smiled when she tightened the grib around it. I got closer to her as she was laying in Rajveers arms. Her eyes where open and she was looking around. My smile grew wider. I felt Rajveers stare at me, and did my best just to ignore him. I felt him get closer to the side of my face. I could feel his breath on my ear and neck. An old feeling of comfort snuck up on me and I couldn't help but close my eyes. He must have seen it as I felt him get closer. I opened my eyes realising what was actually going on. And pulled my self back. Aya let out something that sounded like a laugh.

I got up to grabbed Aya from him, but he didn't let go of her. "Hallo?" I said in annoyance.
He looked up with a smirk on his lips. "What!" He said with this confidant tone that just made me want smack him. "Let go of her!" He just looked at me with that annoying smirk. "So is that date with Derek tonight?" Why would he ask me that, I thought he didn't want to know about it. I took a step back. "It's none of your business!" I said and crossing my arms.

"TUSHAR!" I heard Sanju scream through the house. We spotted Tushar running through the living room and up the stairs. He quickly came down stairs again "Yo bro, can you hand Aya to Sanju?" He looked at us for a second and ran down the last to steps and towards us. "By scanning the situation I think I'll do it my self!" He grabbed her and ran up stairs again. "

I saw Tushar disappear upstairs and was immediately picked up and thrown over none other than Rajveers shoulders, and as a natural reaction to that I started screaming and kicking him. "Let go of me!!!" I yelled without getting an response. He walked to the back door and outside to the backyard. I was terrified when I noticed he was walking towards the pool. I was in no way a good swimmer. And when he walked to the deep side of the pool I got really scared.
"Tell me honestly, are you going on a date with that idiot cop tonight or not? If you lie I will throw you in the pool! And believe me I know the answer!" As the words left his mouth I got scared. "I AM, I am going out with him!" But all of a sudden I was lightly lifted and thrown in the pool.

Panic started to take over and I stared kicking and screaming "I can't swim!" I yelled almost out of breath, as the water was getting to me. I tried keeping my nose and mouth above the water, but it seemed impossible at that moment. All of a sudden I heard a big splash beside me, and I felt something grab me, which let me to panicking even more. It's was first when I was out of the water and on the edge, I stared regaining control and comfort. I was in some big strong arms but I knew who's arms it were during to the feeling I got being in them and also I had seen them before. "I hate you", I said trying to get out of his arms. "I forgot you couldn't swim." He said sounding sorry and also tighten his arms around me. I was calmer now and I managed to ask "why the fuck did you throw me in there, I told you the truth!" He just huffed and said "I didn't like that answer, you are mine remember?". I wasn't his, I didn't want to anyway, I hated him, I almost died because of him.

"Rajveer let go of me now! And don't ever touch me again!" I said finally getting out of his grip. He just looked at me and said
"I am the one deciding that, but do remember, if you do anything, even a kiss, you can forget about me!" I looked at him in furry!
"Who says I even think of you, I don't like you. Don't try to claim me, I am not yours!" I yelled, and started stumping off in furry!
"I know you think of me Avni, and I know you miss me!" He yelled back, I heard him kick something and then I ran out of there I didn't even say goodbye to Sanju.