I Simply (Love)Hate You

29.

"Oh my God faster, wuhuuargh!" I yelled Aya was smiling at me and Sanju was looking at me with a look that literally said 'you're dead to me', which made me laugh even harder.

"How can you forget we were still there?" She threw a pillow at me. "Because we were both horny? Shut up, don't talk about it anymore!" She said grabbing a bag of chips. I just kept laughing until my phone started vibrating.
I took a good look on the display it was my mom. I had told her to call me when she had plenty of time. I had decided I wanted to marry Rajveer, I just had to get the green light from my family.

"Hello!" I heard my mom's sweet voice from the other side of the line.
"Hey mama, how are you and dad?"
"Fine, everyone is just fine. You tell me, how are you?"
"Good mama! So I have something to tell you!" I said kind of feeling uneasy as I just got so nervous. How would she react to this?
"Well then what is it?" She asked I did sense a little worry in her voice but I did my best to ignore it!
"I.. I found an.. Ehm!" Sanju looked at me as if she was watching a very intense movie, and her doing that wasn't making it easy'
"You found a what?" She asked sounding almost concerned.
"Well.."

"SHE FOUND A GUY. AND SHE'D REALLY LIKE TO MARRY HIM!" Sanju yelled I looked at her with my jaw wide open. That idiot!
"What?" Mom said and I could have died right there. There are just certain things you can't spill like that. Some thing has to be delicately unfolded. But no, this idiot didn't know jack.

"Mom I.. I found a guy. And I really like him, he has everything you look for. All you have to do is meet him. That's all!" I said fast and nervous. What if she wouldn't agree to it?

"IS THAT WHY WE SEND YOU THERE!" She yelled, crap! She didn't.
"Mom no..-" I was cut off by her yelling, she was yelling in Punjabi now, she was really mad!
"That's it Avni! I am sending you a plane ticket right NOW!! What do you think you're doing? Are you crazy? Huh? We sent you there to study and that's what you're doing over there, walking around with boys? Is that why you have declining every potential man? Because you have had boyfriend the whole time?? Huh?" She was really mad.

"MOM! NO! I am not doing anything, I just, I am studying. That's all! And no..-" I tried and was cut off yet again.

"Avni? Do you think I am stupid?? SEE! This is why your dad I and didn't want to send you in the first place. But you! Urgh you stubborn girl just.. Avni! That's it you're coming back to Denmark! Pack your stuff this is not something that can be discussed!" She cut the phone, and I just sat there. I dropped the phone and could literally cry.

I had finally let my walls down, I really liked Rajveer. And he was perfect for me. I knew since the first day I saw him, even though he spilled my coffee. And I had been fighting it for so long only to realise I had been waisting the time I could have spend with him instead of spending time on trying to convince myself that I hated him.

I hadn't even realised that I was crying, until I felt Sanju arms around me. "It's okay Avni!" She said trying to comfort me. My phone vibrated and it was a text from my mom.

I have booked a flight for me, so I can come over there and help you pack your stuff. I am honestly so disappointed in you Avni!

I started crying for real now, I hated everything. Even though I had spend the past 3 years trying to hate him, he was always in the picture. And thinking about not having him in it was breaking me. Until I realised I wouldn't have Sanju, Aya or Tushar the same way either.
I started shaking the thought was unbearable. I had my entire life here, I have had it for 3 years.

Even though I had left Denmark too, it just wasn't the same AT ALL! I took that choice knowing I would be back in Denmark after a couple of years, but I was sure that my parents wouldn't let me back here knowing that I had found a guy I really liked here. I started hyperventilating. "Avni calm down!" Sanju started getting concerned. "Try to control your breathing, I'll go get water!" She said flying out of seat.

Tears started flowing down my cheeks. I didn't know what to do. All of a sudden I felt my phone vibrate beneath my hand. I looked at it was Rajveer. My heart just shattered into a million pieces. What he had been "fighting" for, was finally his, and now I couldn't even have it.

I had to hear his voice. I flew up, and grabbed Aya, a blanket and then left! "Hallo?" He said after I picked up.

"Pick me up! I am waiting outside my apartment!" I then hung up with out waiting for him to answer. He pulled up almost immediately. I walked to his car and got in with Aya in the front seat. As soon as he saw my face, his smile broke into a concerned one.

He started grabbing me. Asking me what was wrong. My phone then started ringing again.
I didn't pick up, but Rajveer did.

"Hello" he said.
"Yeah they are both with me, no worries"
"Yes they are both fine, Aya and Avni are both fine"
"We are outside in my car."
"I'll bring Aya up if she gets up, promise."
"Okay, bye!" He hung up and then looked back at me.

"What's wrong Avni?" He said looking at me, I had somehow calmed down. I think it was the sound of his voice. I didn't know.

I looked at him and tears started forming in my eyes again. "I.. I Told them!" I said breaking down again. He grabbed Aya from me, and placed her in his lap. Then started patting my back.
"Told who, and what did you tell?"
"I told my parents about you!" His look instantly became sad after that. After seeing my reaction he must have known it wasn't going to happen.
But he took in a deep breath and then asked me again.
"What did they say!" He asked trying to prepare himself for what he already knew.
"They didn't approve, and they want me back in Denmark immediately." I said and started sobbing again.

He looked down on Aya, but I saw tears forming in his eyes. We sat there in silence, not knowing what to do with ourselves.