I Simply (Love)Hate You

25.

I got home and threw myself on the bed. What was wrong with me. I knew I was attracted to him. Like he was so handsome, but having dreams about him was just weird.

I got up and decided to go on with my day without giving that stupid very real dream a thought. But it was hard though, I decided to make breakfast, something quick. I grabbed two eggs and whisked them so that they were fluffy I put the mixture on the pan, and started babysitting the eggs.

But the way he threw me up against the wall, in the dream of course, that was seriously hot.
"OH SHIT!" I yelled after smelling a burnt smell. I flipped that omelet and saw black burned areas. Screw it, I threw the burnt omelet out, and grabbed a bowl, some cereal and milk. I sat down on my couch and just as I was about to take a spoon my doorbell rang.

I dropped the spoon in the bowl and went to answer it. "Hello!" I said. Probably sounding very annoyed.

"It's me let me in!" Rajveer said, why would my nightmare not leave me alone. I let him up and sat back on my couch. Rajveer appeared in the living room and

"Hey!" He said staring at me. I gave him wave, not wanting to say much. He gave me a weird look before plopping down beside me.

"Everything alright there!" He kept looking at me. I looked at him trying my best to sound convincing.

"Well yeah.. Should anything not be alright?" I asked trying make him sound stupid.
He sat back in the couch and pulled me into him. My body stiffened when he did that.
His touch was just too much for me at that moment, and I would probably attack him if he didn't move his hand.

"No , I mean the way you interrogated me this morning, and the way your body just stiffened by my touch, that's not weird at all." He said making me look stupid now.

"I am just not used to waking up on their couch like that" I said trying to make an excuse.
He nodded, as he believed me. My eyes landed on my cereal, I grabbed the ball and took a spoon. Crap it had gone soggy. I put it back on table.

"That looked soggy! Anyways, I am just here to get that," he pointed at me. For a second i thought he meant my boobs. I arched my brow.

"Are you fucking stupid, you can't just come here and say you're here to get my boobs!" He looked at me for a short second then bursted out in a fit laugher.

"HAHAHA! I .. Hahahahahah!" Why was he laughing? I slapped his arm.

"I meant my hoodie! HAHAHAH!" He said, again good thing I was brown, or else you would have seen me blush.
He stopped laughing then looked back at me and began laughing again. I couldn't help but laugh, I was pretty dumb. But besides that his laugh was hilarious. We laughed for a good minute and then calmed down again.

"You know.. I haven't been here in 3 years." He said looking around. I too, looked around.
"No you haven't" I said putting my hair up in a very messy ponytail.

"Let me take you out?" He said, I looked at him in surprise. I decided to let my stubbornness talk.

"No!" I said with a cheeky smile on my lips. Knowing he would be annoyed. But he didn't get annoyed instead he returned the smile, and jumped me. This idiot remembered I was ticklish!

I tried to get away, but immediately got dragged around on the living room floor by him grabbing my ankle. Then he let go, when I was in the middle of the floor, and then bent down and started tickling me again.

"STOP! I swear to God! Hahahahhaha" I managed to get out. Tears started falling, "Rajveer STOP! I am serious!" I yelled almost at the edge of crying. He let go of me.

"So let me take you out!" He said again. I whipped away my tears.
I looked at him, giving him a daring look. He returned it and I somehow got scared.

"No!" I yelled and got up started sprinting around the living room. He quickly got up and chased me. Eventually I got very tired, and almost was out if breath. He tugged his arms around my waist and picked me up.

"Let's get breakfast!" He said, I started kicking him, not wanting to be around him. Well I wanted to, but I couldn't. He threw me on my bed. "Get ready! You have 3minuts" he said and closed the door behind him. As the stubborn self I was I didn't move out of the place. He couldn't boss me around, I needed to get rid of him.

"Okay, so you want to be stubborn, fine with me. If you want to dress like that, go ahead just know that it's a cafe and we'll be sitting outside. Yes Avni people will be able to see you." I never really felt this feeling before. Wanting to both hit and kiss someone it's was very weird. I did look down myself, and didn't really like the fact of people seeing me this. The fact that I was letting Rajveer see me like this was for some reason not bothering me!

I got up and slammed the door, and decided I would wear some black skinny jeans with a simple military green t-shirt. Put my hair up in a high and less messy ponytail and grabbed a pair of white Nike-is. I opened the door and saw a satisfied smile on his lips. A smile I wanted to slap of his incredibly sexy face!

We walked to his car, and I highly considered running back and lock him out. But my legs wouldn't move in that direction. Instead they walked closer to his car. He didn't bother opening my door, but for some reason it didn't bother me. This wasn't a date, or was it.

He started the car, and I continually slapped myself mentally for not running back up. The thought of kissing appeared in my mind as we actually did kiss here, for the first time.

My mind automatically went back to that night. I literally thought of everything, every little detail, even the feeling.

"What are you thinking about?" He said and pulled me out of my thoughts. I looked up at him and his lips twitched.
"Why do you look so guilty?" He asked, and his little twitch became a full on smirk. Again, I wanted to smack and kiss that off of his lips, again very weird feeling

"I am just planing your murder, and thought I got caught?" I said and looked at him, well his lips.

"Come on, you can't murder this." He said and almost looked offended. But a little smirk crept on his lips.

"You weren't thinking about that little, you know, make out thing!" I stiffened when it came out of his mouth. Oh how I wish he would just shut up. Damn I was making it way more awkward and obvious by not responding.

"Hahaha are you dumb!" I said just hoping he wouldn't  talk about it anymore!

He gave me a daring look, and as the idiot I was I returned it. He watched me in silence, until his lips twitched. Oh no, just like the dream. I tried not to move, for some reason I felt it would set something off if I did move. It all felt like a ticking bomb.

He moved closer, and I didn't move at all. Why didn't I move. He placed his hand on my thigh, and I just felt every hair on my body rise. Why was this happening, my ever so daring expression, must have turned into a frighten one. He moved closer, and even though it looked like he was about to kiss me, he turned his head and made his way to my ear.

"Don't worry, I won't kiss you. I'll wait till after we are married." He whispered and pulled back, he started the car, and drew off. I just sat there stif and speechless.

"I mean even if you want to kiss me, you can't we're keeping this very traditional" he said.

This gave me a very stupid idea, that I definitely would regret. But I was going through with it.