I Simply (Love)Hate You

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"What about what Avni?" My mother looked at me to continue. "What did you tell dad when you came out here?" She sat back in her chair. She seemed to drift off into her own thoughts. I kept looking at her, wanting to know the answer was. "I just told him that you had messed up, and I was very angry with you. I told him to book a one way ticket to Denmark, and also to look harder for a husband for you...." she said that kind of smoothly, but I could tell that there was more.. "and..?" I said wanting her to continue. "Well that it was a mistake for us to let you study in a foreign country. And that none of your siblings had ever disappointed me like you did." She looked at me kind of unsure. "But I didn't tell him anything about Rajveer" she assured me. "Okay mama, I am not mad at you or anything, you had every right to be upset with me. And so do dad. Let's just see what happens, right." I looked at her, kind of reassuring. "Sure!" She Said

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"Bye papa, safe flight, I'll be there to pick you up!" I hung up the phone and looked at my mother. I knew all of this would fail, I knew my dad would be upset with me, I knew I would never ever be Rajveer. It was over for us, I sat down and looked out the big window in my living room. I started reflecting the past couple of years. I wasted my time being upset and mad at Rajveer, basically being stubborn. And now, when I was finally able to get over myself, I couldn't be with him. I guess karma?

I heard a knock on the door and jumped. I looked at the time, it was kind of late. I looked at my mom and she motioned me to get it, I got up and opened the door. It was Sanju I grabbed the lift from her hands and walked in. I looked at Aya, she was asleep, she looked so peaceful. Looking at her, eased my mind. My mom got up and grabbed the lift from me. She placed it on the sofa, and just looked at her. "Sanju, I don't know anything, but what I do know is that she is absolutely beautiful." Sanju got down in front of the sofa, and put her head in my moms lap. "You should probably go down to the my car." Sanju said, and pointed at me, I looked at confused but understood, and my mother seemed to understand as well.

I went to my room, and looked at my self in the mirror. I definitely did not look my best. I took off the t-shirt I was wearing, and put on an oversized navy blue sweatshirt. I put on som black leggings, and let my hair down. I grabbed a pair of white fluffy flip flops, and decided I looked cuter with my hair up, so I put it into a lower bun. I grabbed my cross over bag and a scarf and ran down all the stairs. I opened the main entrance, and saw that beautiful black car. Rajveer got out, he held a bundle of roses. To think I was going to lose him, was too much for me. I ran towards him and grabbed the roses, put them on to of his car, and threw my arms around his neck. He pulled me even closer, I felt him rest his head on mine. We just stood like that for a moment. "We should probably get in the car" he said. "Naaaah" I said, he let out a chuckle, and started walking me to the passenger-seat, all whilst still hugging, I let out a laugh at the thought of how ridiculous we must have looked. We reached the other side of the car, and he opened the door, I let go of him and got in. He closed the door after me, and ran to the other side, grabbed the roses and got in. He placed them on the back seat. He looked at me, and just smiled! - he set the car in gear and we started driving, it was pretty late. We ended up near this lake, and just parked the car there, it was super nice. "Let's get in the back seat!" He said. I just nodded and started getting out. He grabbed my hand, and pulled me back. He opened the roof which shot some light at the back seats, there were blankets and pillows, it looked super cozy. We hopped in back and just got into a very comfortable position. We just laid there, and talked for a very long time. "My throat is so dry right now" I said snuggling into his chest. "Not to worry, I got you something. He got half up and reached in the back of the car. "An iced coffee for you, the same one you poured over me actually. And one for me". I got up and looked at him, he was so nice. "I love how you always remember that" I said and grabbed one and took a sip. "I fell hard for you that day. Even though I was in distress, and annoyed. You put a spell on me, or what turned out to be a spell, it was more like a curse at first" I tilted my head a little. "A curse?" I said wanting him to continue. "Well you 'didn't' really want me, or at least you acted like you didn'. I haven't looked at another girl ever since that day. You put a curse on me that made me feel guilty for looking at another girl, because my heart knew it was a waste a time. It knew I was longing for you" he said. I looked at him, I couldn't really tell what it was, I put my iced coffee in the cup holder, and grabbed his and did the same. I got up, and leaned in, he meet me halfway, as our lips just met each other's he cupped my face and I placed my hands on his neck and chest. His lips were so soft, and they just moved so perfectly together. He lightly bit my bottom lips, and something just happened. I pushed him down and sat on top of him. I kissed him even harder this time, he grabbed me by the waist and pulled me even closer, my hands were on his neck. He let go with one hand and grabbed my ass, tightly, I let out a little moan. And moved my lips to his jawline which was just covered in beard, and further down his neck. He titled his head a little and I kept kissing him all over his neck. All of a sudden I tasted iron. I let go, and looked at his neck. I had dug my nails so hard into his neck that it left marks, and some of the were bleeding. "I am sorry, like I didn't mean to hurt you" I said feeling a little bad. He let out a chuckle, and pushed the button so that the roof would close. He the cupped my face with one hand. "I like it when you're a little rough, just shows you want me as much as I want you" he said, I didn't even get a chance to replay, as he pulled me closer to him. He kissed me hard, and I just got into it. He grabbed my ass with one hand and just started slapping it with the other. I managed to say "harder", in between the kisses. And he listened, I couldn't control myself, I tried not moaning every time. As I was on top of him, I felt something poke me. I knew what it was, and pushed myself down on it. He stopped everything, and looked at me. I saw this intense expression in his eyes. He looked at my lips and then a little further down. I realised it was lust, in his eyes. I figured it was time for me to take the lead, being the one in control. I took off my scarf and tied his wrists together, he kept looking at me, or waiting for me to do the next thing. It was as if he was observing me, in this very sexy way. As we were in the middle seat, I placed his hands behind the neck support, he was kind of tied up now. I grabbed the bottom of my sweater and I saw his eyes follow my hands, and I pulled it over my head, and his eyes grew wider. He looked at my boobs, and as I was still on top of him, i felt that bump getting bigger. "Fuck this" he said and managed to get his wrists untied. His hands went straight to my boobs. He started kissing them, and I threw my head back and closed my eyes. The feeling of his lips on my skin, sent shivers down my spine. I gasped when he all of a sudden pulled my boobs out of my bra, and started kissing and sucking my boobs. It made me crazy, I gasped, moaned and said his name, all at once. I grabbed his belt and started to unbuckle them, and I wanted this, him, I wanted him badly. "Avni, don't!!" He said. I looked at him in surprise. Like did he not want me? I quickly pulled my hands up and covered myself, I don't know why I started feeling embarrassed. It was weird. He gave me smile, as if he knew what I was thinking. "We can't do this, not before we're married. As much as I would love seeing you lips around my.. well around my dick basically. We can't, we already went too far" I looked at him in confusion. Was he serious, I wanted him now and here. I couldn't wait, I had already waited for so long. "Fuck you" I said with a daring smile. "What did you just say to me?". He said grabbing my neck, I felt him squeeze his hand ever so slightly around my neck. Damn.. why would he do that. I was all kinds of hot, I tried to kiss him, but his grib around my neck was preventing me. "Don't make me my -" he was cut off by my ringtone. We fell back into reality, and I literally felt like I got caught. I reached for my phone. It was my mama.