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dear jiyun,
hello again.
I'm getting used to writing
to you
and that gives me
a strange feeling
not sure if I should quit
or keep going
in hope you read my
written
persistence
it's the only way I can
be with you
even if you're not around
to feel like I'm with you,
better
I can't stand being alone
you know how
I'm scared of being left
on my own
it's too much darkness to
deal with
when there's no one else here,
it frightens me what
can happen
when I lose it
when I lose myself inside it
and then finding me
contemplating
either I should try or
not.
I remember what you told me
when you witnessed it
first time
I'm here for you
you said
we'll go through it
together
you vowed
but it drags me
more and more
into it
now
that you
didn't keep your promise
YOU ARE READING
dear jiyun » jhs
Fanfiction"dear jiyun, I will see you again." - in which jung hoseok finds expiation in sending letters to his long lost lover. //dark themes included//
