dear jiyun » jhs

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dear jiyun,

black umbrellas
under the soaking rain,

coats dampened
and frowns drawn in
sadness
on the people's faces

some tightening fists,
some
cussing under their breaths

sobs
leaving them,
who knows if they
try to hold them back

and tears rolling
uncontrollably
at the view,

the view that's
more heartbreaking
than anything
I've witnessed in my
entire life.

quiet, everything was quiet

rain drops polluting
the atmosphere
with subtle
noise

and a touch of
hoots,

I remember bawling
shattering
my determination
not to
break down

blurry but present,
dizziness

it killed every bit of
courage
I was left with.

I came back home
wanting
to bury myself
six feet deep

drowned my anguish in alcohol
again

and let the brief
take liquid form

let it stream on my cheeks

let it fall on my
white satin shirt

let it stigmatize the moment,
mourning for you
my love.

ended up being en escapist,
having a yen for
joining you