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dear jiyun,
these days a torturous
image
rattles my head
being brought back
and forth
and
creeping in again
when it starts to go away.
you,
in a bed
weak, and hopeless
exhaling deep breaths
and
battling not to break
under the hardship
of your daily struggle,
how you manage to
get through a day
I wonder,
how do you deal with it?
I won't argue
I tried to ignore the truth
to convince myself
it's a lie
maybe a trick that my
brain's playing
wouldn't be the first time
but I cannot keep
shutting my eyes,
pretend I'm clueless
brush the thoughts off
wiping the
patches of ache that
the realization causes
cause it's a matter of fact
this won't change,
and I can't keep on running
away from it.
I want to visit you
it's been so long
and you're so far away,
to see if you're
courageous
willing to dominate
the battle
of your own
salvation
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dear jiyun » jhs
Fanfiction"dear jiyun, I will see you again." - in which jung hoseok finds expiation in sending letters to his long lost lover. //dark themes included//
