dear jiyun » jhs

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dear jiyun,

they say
someone fails when
they lose their
strength to stand back
on their feet,

when denying to keep
working
on their improvement
of any kind

and accept the defeat
as if it was meant to be,

as if no amount of
effort
will help them recover
from the misfortune
stronger

not when they stumble
and fall down,

the ones
who get discouraged
when
bumping onto
obstacles

that make the view of
success
in the horizon,

personal satisfaction,

blurry and unapproachable

almost faded away,

blocking the sun rays
gently caressing their skin
from far away

and cutting the
fresh air
down,

leaving them devastated,

breathless.

I have to admit
I'm not sure which
category I belong in.

I came back home
with a heavy heart
&
empty hands

after having witnessed
my new start
collapsing before my eyes

take a break
hoseok

he said
burning holes in my eyes
with his careless gaze

you need it

I should never go back