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dear jiyun,
one of these nights
is when I feel that my heart
will sooner or later
explode
like someone's threatening
to rip it off
and tear it apart
I can tell, my vessels
something's shaking
them up
the heartbeat fast
the throbbing ache
synchronized
hitting my temples
brutally
vibration of pain
till my fingertips
spreading pangs
all over my intoxicated body
excruciating weight keeping
the heavy sternum
down
as unable to move
my powers are slowly giving
up on me,
except from my heated palms
insisting,
stuck
cupping the short glass
as if I needed to protect it
my precious poison
scared of someone
walking in and dragging it
away
like you did
when you saw my
pathetic tragedy
being played
in front of your eyes
behind your back.
it's getting worse & worse
trying to find one's legs
possibly in two ways
when I know I cannot handle
being on my own–
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dear jiyun » jhs
Fanfiction"dear jiyun, I will see you again." - in which jung hoseok finds expiation in sending letters to his long lost lover. //dark themes included//
