My Missing Piece | Sean Lew

Chapter 12 | Shattered

             *After 2 Weeks*

It been two weeks without communicating or at least seeing Sean. What has he been up to?

I check my Snapchat, No update from him.

Instagram, No update from him.

What has he been up to?.

I've never felt this worried about him.

Is he sick or something?

He always updates me about where he's going or what he's doing. But is it my turn to ask him those?

Well, Matt will handle a dance class later so I assume he's going?.

We'll see.

                       ***

I started packing up what I needed for later.

I got into the car and I only had about 15 minutes to spare before class starts.

Luckily there was no traffic so I got time to spare.

                     ***

I enter the room and the first people who I saw were the boy squad. Luckily Sean was there.

I went up to him and asks how he's doing and why hasn't he been updating me about stuff.

"Im sorry but I have to go get going, let's go" he says while he grabs a girl's hand.

It was Kaycee.

Kaycee Rice

Oh Sean, if you only knew.

I looked at him in shock and I can feel my vision getting blury. Before I could pour out all my tears I made a run for it on the bench.

Why am I acting like this?

I don't like him. I don't like him.

Why is this happening to me?

I feel so shattered.

Shattered was all I could think of.

I couldn't stop crying.

What's wrong with me.

I remember this bench.

Where it all started.

I finally made my decision to just text my mom and go home.

She finally arrives.

"What's wrong anak?", she asks.

"I just feel sick today, mom", I say looking down.

                      ***
I ran upstairs and just sat on my bed.

Why has the worst things been happening to me.

If Sean only knew.

But he isn't feeling the same way as I am, right?. Its hopeless.

What is life.

The door opens and saw it was my mom who entered.

I suddenly looked up to her.

"Hey, anak" my mom greets me.

"Hey,ma" I say lowering my tone.

"What's wrong? Tell me everything." She says.

"Nothing is wrong ma, I'm fine" I say.

"Hmm, let me guess, is this about Sean?." My mom asks.

"Ma, its not, I'm fine." I say lying.

"I know it is, tell me everything. Don't be ashamed because im your mother." She says.

"Fine, ma it is about him, okay?"

                     ***

I had a great talk with my mom. I guess I slightly feel a bit better.

"Anak, you have a guest!" My mom shouting from downstairs.

I went downstairs and whispered.

"Tell them I'm sick.", I say

"Oh Anne is resting in he bedroom right now. She's sick, you can visit her next time." My mom says.

Thank god I have a supportive mom by my side.

"Thanks mom!" I say.

                       ***

Its been an hour since that unknowns visitor came.

I looked up the empty ceiling and grabbed a book beside me. Debating whether should I read it or should I not.

While I was thinking. Something was knocking on my window.

I thought it was a branch, so I just ignored it.

Then it didn't help. It just became louder and louder.

I decided to toughen myself up and see what iw was or who it was.

I unlocked it and pushed it upwards.

It was Sean.

"Well took you a long time." He says rubbing off some dirt on his shirt.

"What are you doing here?!" I ask.

"I know youre not sick, so I came through the window." He says

So he was the one who came.

What, why, how?

"And why would you even?". I ask curiously.

"You ran out of IDA, so I got worried." He says. Sitting on my bed.

He's worried about me?

"You know what, just go." I say.

"What why?, I struggled climbing up a tree then you just let me get out?" He asks.

"Well, yea." I answer

"I baked you these" he says as
Bringing out some homemade cookies.

"Well, I don't need that, why don't you just give that to your girlfriend, huh?" I ask.
Hurting inside.

"Well, no. I'm worried." He says.

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blehhhh hope you enjoy this :p, so much roller coaster rides HEHEHHE