Forever In My Heart

Chapter 8

I lay on my bed listening to Kesha. Her song Take It Off blasted through the speakers. I closed my eyes, listening to the lyrics. It made me think of Taevy. I imagined her on top of me, doing whatever she felt like doing to me. I couldn’t wait to do this with her. Okay, I think I better stop thinking dirty.

I switched my mind to the things Taevy had put onto her bucket list. I wasn’t going to follow any of it on the list. I was going to make sure I make the best list for her. I wasn’t sure yet exactly what I’m going to do for her, but I wanted to spend as much time as I could with her. I wanted to make sure that the last moments of her life were special and unforgettable.

I wonder if Kesha is doing any concerts. I’m not so much of a fan of her, but I do like some of her songs. Taevy loved her music.

I got off my bed and headed to my computer that was sitting on my desk. I waited for the computer to start up and logged onto the internet. I checked Kesha’s website, seeing what her concert tours were. I smiled. She was coming back to Sydney to do a second concert at the end of next month on the twenty-ninth of October. But my smile faded when I learnt that the concert was sold out.

I felt horrible for not being able to get the tickets. I know Taevy would have loved to go but we saved all of our money for that road trip. But I guess because we didn’t really go to it, we could use the money for whatever we liked. I just have to figure out how I was going to get those tickets.

I got up to go lay back on my bed. Just as I was about to lay down, my phone began to ring to let me know I had a text message. I grabbed it from my bedside table. I smiled when I learnt it was a message from Taevy. I answered it.

I’m naked.

I froze. I imagined her with nothing on. I glanced at the wall to my left. Taevy’s bedroom was on the other side. I kind of wish I could see straight through into her room.

I replied back. Really?

LOL. I’m just kidding. I’m fully clothed. But I know you would like it if I was.

Stop teasing me *sticks out tongue*

Make me *sticks out tongue*

I will come over there and make you stop teasing me.

Come over then. I will be waiting for you.

I smiled and then switched off my CD player. I went downstairs and told Mum I was going next door. She allowed me to just as long as I didn’t stay next door for too long. It was seven thirty. Mrs Michael greeted me and she allowed me to go upstairs. I knocked on the door of Taevy’s room, but no one answered.

I opened the door. “Taevy?”

I walked in and then closed the door, locking it behind me. I looked around her empty room, wondering where she was riding. I walked over to the wardrobe to see if she was hiding in there, but she wasn’t. I stood beside her bed, calling Taevy’s name. She still didn’t answer me. I knew she was in here somewhere.

Suddenly I was knocked to the floor, lying on my back as someone pulled on my legs, bringing me down. I heard Taevy giggled. Before I had a chance to get up, she sat on top of me. I think she was doing it on purpose because she was sitting on my crotch. She always liked to tease me. She is lucky I never tried to do anything to her. I think if she was with some other guy, there was a chance they would give in too easily. But I was able to control my feelings.

I think I can control them.

“So what are you going to do to stop me from teasing you?” Taevy asked.