Blonde & Brunette

Chapter 47: Nothing is like what it used to be

Regina's pov:

Finally i'm in the studio, i rented it a week ago and today was actually my first proper visit to it. I woke up early this morning feeling super excited about the idea of visiting the studio. Mrs Walker let me borrow one of her cars as long as i won't destroy it, so i made my way to the mall and bought a lot of painting tools after that i made my way to the studio.

The studio was actually really spacious, it has sound proof walls, a small kitchen and a bathroom, all along with a huge main room which has a very big floor to ceiling window viewing the beautiful Chicago, also it has a small door that leads to the rooftop through the emergency stairs adding to all of that the studio's situated in the highest floor of a nice building where no one will bother me.

Closing the door behind me, i turned around placing my hands on my hips as i admired the place for a moment.

"Okay, i should get to work." I clapped my hands before taking off my coat, placing it randomly on one of the tables after that i took off my top leaving myself with nothing but a sports bra and a sweatpants. It's pretty hot in the studio.

I pinned the paper against an empty wall then grabbed the paint boxes which were placed randomly on the shelves. I put them on the desk next to the wall so they can be at my hands reach, i fished out different paint brushes after that i turned around to look for a leader which i found in the kitchen. When everything was ready, i turned on some loud electronic music then started painting.

I really needed this, it cleared my mind and helped me get rid of the frustration and the anger, that is exactly what i wanted, to relax and not get angry because it might lead to some more complications like panic attacks which i really don't want to happen. Last time i lost control i got into a cat fight with my best friend and also had a panic attack.

I'm barely able to control my temper and Aaron wants me to go on a trip with a group of the people i deceived, people who hates me more than anything, people who wishes that they've never met me. I know that he's trying to fix it and reunite us once again, that's good but not when i'm in the picture, i did nothing but bring sorrow and pain to theirlives so it's better if i retreat and leave them alone even if they don't seem to do the same for me, because even when they don't talk to me, their looks hunt me all the time making me feel guilty and worthless. It's like a punishment for all the things i did.

Suddenly my thoughts were blocked once i noticed that the music stopped. Feeling panicked i turned around quickly almost falling of the leader in the process.

"Careful sweetheart." Eden spoke as he stood across the room with his hand on my phone.

Placing my hand on my heart, i released a breath. "You scared the hell out of me! Wait, what are you-" i was interrupted with a gushing voice coming from the door way.

"Woah! This place is awesome!" Aaron said as his eyes scanned the studio.

"Yeah, did you do this?!" Théo added once his eyes fell on the painting i was currently working on.

"Man look at these, Regina you're super talented!" Aaron spoke as he inspected the canvas placed everywhere.

Climbing down the leader carefully, i grabbed a clean paper towel to clean my hands from the paint while glaring at the trio. "What are you guys doing in here? H-how did you even know where i am?" I was super confused, no one knows about the studio nor its location so how did they find me.

"We went to the Walkers place looking for you and Mrs Walker told us that you're here so we came." Théo explained while messing with my paintings and making my heart nearly drop when he almost dropped one of the canvasses.