Blonde & Brunette

Chapter 31: Swimming Competition Day.

Roxy's pov:

After the emotional conversation i had with Olivia, i went back home, her advice made me look at things from a different perspective, but, the question my mind is asking at this moment is, how am i going to figure out who i like the most between Max and Ron?

It's not easy as it seems, i don't know who i like the most, however, i'm sure of one thing, i like one of them, and not both of them.

Who is it? Max or Ron?

How about throwing the coin game, head is Max, tail is Ron.

Shut up, it's not a game!

Just suggesting.

Well thank you, keep your suggestions to yourself.

You are myself dumbass.

Max is nice, he always treats me like a girl, unlike the other boys who treats me as one of them, and that kiss we shared in the closet at Rachel's was not nothing.

And Ron, well, Ron was always there for me, he cares about my safety, and just by smiling at me, my heart skip a beat.

This is more complicated than what i thought.

Sighing, i opened the house's front door then got inside, placing my coat and embrilla on the coat hanger, it's been raining for forever now without forgetting the cold weather too. I made my way towards the kitchen. I need something to eat, i stress eat which is bad however i don't care.

"Don't worry, Ron, i won't tell Roxy anything." I heard Regina's voice in the kitchen.

Tell me what?

Frowning i stepped inside the kitchen, but she didn't notice me, because she was facing me with her back while looking over the window and talking to Ron on the phone.

"You know if she'll find out about the song you'll be a dead man." She said.

The song?

"I said, don't worry, i'm not going to tell her you lied about writing that song to her, she'll kill you!"

Right there i felt a sharp pain in my heart, it's as if someone is stabbing me repetitively with a knife. My breathing quickened and i felt a lump raising in my throat.

He lied, he lied to me, he hurt me once again!

Feeling a little bit dizzy, i placed my hand on the door's frame for some support. I felt the warm tears rush down from my eyes and my body shivers.

"Okay, see you later!" With that Regina hung up, turning around to face me, her eyes widened.

A sob escaped my lips and i couldn't hold the tears back anymore, it hurts, it hurts so much, i didn't even recover from my earliest fight with him, and now, it feels as if he's rubbing sult in that wound and it burns.

"Ro-" i cut her off by raising my hand, i can't even speak clearly, my vision is clouded with tears and my heart is thumping hard.

"T-tell...m-me...everything!" I sobbed while clutching my shirt to my chest tightly.

"R-Rox-"

"Now!" I screamed.

"Well, Ron didn't write that song about you, but he lied so he can win you back." She spoke on one breath.

Wow, this is more painful than what i thought.

I was about to collapse on the ground but i hold myself, i can't believe he lied to me. I'm hating him for doing this.