Safe House ➳ Sidemen

This Is Why They Hate Me

Sophie

I am currently sitting alone in the guest bedroom letting the voices torment me. Yes, I know, I know it seems like I'm going crazy but, don't worry I'm not. There are tears streaming down my face, I really do feel bad about what I did. I mean, no one even bothered looking for me or asking if I was okay, I mean, I understand if they don't want to, everyone hates me right now. Joe would pop on from time to time and ask if I was okay but, that was it. I hear Vikk is heartbroken, it can't be because I kissed Simon, right?

Did I even kiss first? I don't know, I mean when I am angry I don't know what I'm doing, I think I did. Oh God, why?

I think Simon is still outside in the hallway even though Allie left already. Apparently Lucy's pissed, I take that Allie told her what happened. I heard a knock at my door, "If it's Lucy or anyone else I don't want to talk to you!" I yelled

I heard a sigh, "Sophie, can we talk?" It was Simon. There was no anger or 'I really wanna kill you' in his voice, his voice was, sympathetic.

"Come in" I sniffled

The door opened revealing Simon, he came in and closed the door, I stood up from the bed "Go on" I said

"What?"

"Punch me"

"Why?" He asked

"I deserve it, you're right. I'm a bitch and I deserve to be punched" I said

"I'm not going to punch you Sophie" he said

"Then what did you wanna talk about?"

"About what happened with the kiss"

"Okay," I said

"Did you kiss first? I know you might've not bu-"

"I-I think I did" I said

"What?"

"I think I did"

"Why? Do you...like me?"

"No! I mean no, it's just when I get angry I-I can't control myself. I didn't know what I was doing it just...happened" I said. There was a long silence. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have let my anger take over like that"

"It's fine, I mean, I shouldn't have started that fight"

"I'm still sorry" I said

"Don't be, it was both of our faults"

Then there was another long silence, "So, are we fine now?" I asked

"Yeah but, I don't think me and Allie are"

"Yeah, me too" I said

"But, we still hate each other right?" I asked, "So, things can go back to normal"

"Yeah, so things can go back to normal. I mean, I think, we should at least try and be friends" he said shrugging

"Yeah but, we can't be too nice to each other or else people will think something fishy is going on" I said

"So, we still have to pick fights and stuff?"

"Yeah"

"So, we're kinda like frenemies"

"Kinda"

"So, frenemies?'

"Frenemies" then we hugged it out.

"I fucking knew it" we turned to see the door open and a very VERY pissed off Lucy.

"Knew what?" I asked we pulled apart, she came in and slapped both of us hard, on the cheek.