It's been 8 months, and it's August 8 today.
Yet, I never saw his face. Never heard his voice, and never touched his hands.
Would I ever meet him again? Or we will be forever...
uh..
Chatting?
"Ayos ka lang?"
"Do I look like I'm fine, Jess? It's been 8 months! And yet Rj never showed up."
"Pero.. Mahal mo pa ba sya??"
"Unfortunately, yes." naiirita kong sabi.
"Then why can't you wait? True love waits right? Kung hindi mo na sya mahal then thats's the time na pwede ka ng makipag split up sa kanya."
"Bakit botong boto ka sa relationship namin ni RJ?" natanong ko bigla.
"Cause I never saw you that happy."
Natahimik nalang ako.. At nagpatuloy ang pag agos ng luha ko. Mahal ko sya, pero bakit ang sakit sakit? Ganun ba kami kalayo sa isa't isa kung kaya't hanggang facebook lang kami? Ganun ba ka-busy yung schedule nya kaya't hindi nya ko mabigyan ng konting oras para man lang MAKITA ko yung boyfriend ko?
Kung hindi ko lang mahal si Rj Villaroman, noon pa ko nakipag break.
Kasi nakakainis na eh. And now? MONTHSARY NAMIN!! *sabog confetti*
I'm so HAPPPPPPPPPPY!!!!!!!!!! *Insert sarcasm here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
"Tumahan ka na nga, andyan na driver mo." sabi sakin ni Jess.
At oo nga pala, nasa school kami ngayon. You know.. AUGUST na. Syempre may pasok na.
"Thanks." at inabot sakin ni Jess ang bag ko. "Tara na po, manong."
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Nag bukas agad ako ng FB pagdating ko sa bahay, magse-CELEBRATE kasi kami doon.
FANTASTIC! *irap*
Pag log in ko, may isang notification sa message box. And I know it's him.
From: Rj Villaroman
Huy macho, alam kong gusto mo na ulit akong makita.. Pero wag ka naman malungkot kung hindi ko matupad yun. Alam kong hindi sapat yung pagmamahal ko sa'yo, at kung yun ang dahilan kung bakit aayaw ka sa relationship nating to, matatanggap ko. Pero, hindi ako titigil sa pagmamahal sayo. Tandaan mo yan.
Ikaw lang kasi yung macho ng buhay ko eh.
Happy 8th monthsary, eight for ∞! :)
Alam kong wala ako sa tabi mo physically, pero forever ka nasa puso ko.
Sorry, I love you.
Hindi ko alam kung bakit tumutulo yung luha ko nung binabasa ko to.
Maybe I was just too hurt?
Or maybe I felt guilt?
Pagkatapos kong umiyak, nag message ako sa kanya.
I still love you. 8ight for ∞.
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"Hey dad.." nakita ko si Dad sa may Zen Garden namin, busy sya as usual. "Busy?"
"Yeah yeah.."
"Para san yan dad?"
"I'm organizing a party here."
Party?
Here?
Why?
"For what?"
"My birthday."
"Next week pa dad ah?"
"Well it's hard to organize a BIG costume party."
"Wowwww. So I guess it'll be fun? You're turning 50 dad and I still wish you all the best." I kissed him and I started walking away.
"Princess." tawag nya sakin.
Lumingon ako.
"Do you think it's a good idea if I'll invite the Villaroman family?" *smirks*
Napangiti ako at tumakbo papunta kay dad.
"I love you daddy!!!!!" saby kiss ng marami.
"You're welcome my princess."
SHIT SHIT SHIT. INVITED SINA RJ SA PARTY NI DAD NEXT WEEEEEEEEEEEK! FINALLY, I'LL SEE HIM AGAIN AFTER ALMOST A YEAR<3
And by the way, wala pong nakakaalam na kami. Si Jess Ramilla lang po ang may alam ng lahat.
All they know is, crush ko si Rj.
That's it.
"Ano kayang susuutin ko........."
"Heels or flats??????"
"Uh....Plain or colorful tops?"
"Curled or straight hair?"
"Will wear make up or not? Uh maybe no....."
"Lights off na hija, tulog na." sabi sakin nung katulong.
Well, for now, maybe I'll stop overthinking.
Goodnight everyone, eight for ∞.
∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞
SORRY SA SHORT UPDATE, too much school works </////3
Next chapter, malalaman nyo na SIGURO ang meaning kung bakit CAPITAL H. ;)))
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Arigato~
