If I had to tell you
A year ago
What I really wanted in life
I wouldn't have been able to give you an answer
At least
Not one that was right
If I had to tell you
Right now
What I really wanted in life
I would tell you
That I wish that I could rewind
Back to that misread text message
Back to the day of spring celebration
Back to when I started planning out my
"Awesome
Brilliant
Plan"
I wish that I could turn it all back
Get a refund
For a normal human life
So I didn't have to feel
Like it was all my fault
Because I do feel that way
And it's not far from true
But I guess I'll have to agree with you
That I've been somewhat forgiven
Or at least
That's what everyone tells me
I'm sorry I've been so paranoid lately
Or really I guess I always have been
But I just don't know anymore
I haven't known for quite some time
Who I can trust to be there for me
And tell me when I'm truly wrong
I feel like everyone lies to me
Even though in my heart I know it's the truth
Just who can I really trust anymore?
Because trust has been broken before
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Pinto Lesbeans
PoetryMore angsty poetry about my issues and stuff. Also possibly some very vague poems either about friendship problems or relationships. Have fun! This book falls in line with a series of poetry books I have created. The first one is How to be a Bisexua...
