Is it bad? (Forgiveness)

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Is it bad
That I still find myself mad
When I should be relaxing
On this high-altitude vacation?

Is it bad
That I catch myself dwelling
Upon things that happened
Far in the past?

Is it bad
That I feel regret
Even when people forgive me
Tell me it's okay?

Because I think it's bad
That I have to live
With a guilt
That I have trouble dealing with

Even though part of me knows
That it's perfectly fine
That I'm mostly forgiven
I don't know how
To tell myself this
Because for some reason
I really don't think
I'm worth all this forgiveness

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