Love Is Blind [At Least In One Eye] (A Zanemau Fan Fic) COMPLETED

Chapter 8- Content

Zanes POV

I laid in bed, at 11:57, debating if i should reveal myself to that girl in the woods. I dont know why this is such a hard decision. Most people dont have this problem, do they? Most people can normally approach someone else and get along fine. Not me. People bully me for a reason. I deserve it.

I shake those thoughts out of my head and focus on the question. Should i reveal myself to the girl?

Truth be told, im probably making a bigger deal out of this then I should be. You know what, im setting a rule for myself. If i dont reveal myself to her within the next 5 times I go out there with her, i have to stop going out there. That should convince me to talk to her... Right? Probably not.

I sigh, and get out of bed. I might as well make the most of those 5 times. I slip on my shoes and grab my phone, because i left my flashlight with the girl. I open my window, looking for the familiar rock that sits on my desk that i use to keep my window open. I set the rock under the window and rush into the woods. The world seems quieter for some reason. I came through the path, seeing the girl sit under the tree that had comforted me for so many years. Come on Zane! This is your chance to say hi! But wait, wouldnt that be weird? Just popping out from behind this tree like a creep and saying hi? Plus, who even says hi? Should I say hey? No thats to friendly. Hello? No, thats to formal. Maybe i just wont say anything today. I DO have 5 days. Scratch that, 4 days.

After a while, the girl gets up and leaves. Im not really sure what she was doing here. Wow Zane, how stupid could you be. She was relaxing. Its a normal person thing. Making sure that shes left, i go sit under the familiar tree. I breathe in the weird oak smell mixed with the faint scent of flowers. I feel the soft grass, running my fingers through it as if it was hair. For the first time in quite a while, i smile to myself. For one fleeting moment in time, i am content.

Im back! Yay! Im recharged and ready to get back into writing! I really needed the brake because i have been writing books before this one and my others with almost no stops. LETS. DO. THIS!

Whos happy im back though?

*Not even crickets reply*

I figured. 😔