Love Is Blind [At Least In One Eye] (A Zanemau Fan Fic) COMPLETED

Chapter 11- Ringing

Aphmaus POV

I dont think he knows. I think that Zane guy thought i was going to cut. Not commit suicide. Being stopped caused so many emotions. Anger, because i wanted to do it. Sadness, because I realized i was going to have to carry on. Happiness and surprise, because someone cared enough about me to stop me. Zane and I agreed to meet every night at 11. I trust him. And even if he did want to hurt me, i dont care. I just wanted to hurt myself. I can still hear his voice ringing in my head.

"Promise me you wont do anything stupid tonight... Ok?"

His voice was comforting. It was a mix between squeaky and deep, if that made sense. It was squeaky half the time, and half the time it was deep, and relaxed. His hair covered one eye, making me wonder why. Was it just a style choice? Anyway, you should have seen the look on my dads face when i came home. Not the expression a parent... Anyone should have, but i knew that would be my dads expression. Disappointed. Frustrated. I wonder if I will see Zane at school tomorrow, now that i know he exists. His voice continued to ring in my head.

"So I'll see you back here tomorrow? Ok, i cant wait. Crap, that sounded creepy didnt it? Just... Um... Ignore that?"

I feel better then i did before. Just knowing that someone cares about me. I want to consider him a friend, but i dont know how he would feel about that. I mean, i did just meet him, and its still pretty weird that he was watching me. Wait.... How long was he watching me? Did he see when i cried? Many times? Did he hear me when i was singing? I guess i may never know, because i dont think i really want to know the answer. It would just make it more awkward. His voice continued to ring in my head.

"It was nice to officially meet you. Good night Aph."

I laid in bed, his voice slowly bringing me to sleep.